Innocence.

The night :

Sexual scenes coming up🔊🔊🔊

I look at myself in the morning and start undressing. I have a matching white lace set on . My nerves are through the roof . I put my hair to its side and I walk out the bathroom. Zacks reaction completely changed he was shocked . And I was to if I'm being honest. "You look ...wow baby" .

He stand and I keep repeating to myself be confident. "Take this off" I say lowly and he dose ever so quickly and pulls my waist connecting our lips again but I don't feel anything like the books talked about . Were are the sparks and passion. He starts kissing my neck and throws me on the bed and takes off his pants . I settle on my elbows while I look at his abs. "Fuck Lily ....are you on birth control?" I nod yes .

My mom made me get the IUD the second she found out about Zack . It's one of the best birth controls to exists in her words . He huddled over me and starts kissing my stomach down to my thighs . And suddenly I'm more patient than I am nervous . Waiting for that feeling again. I wasn't paying attention to how fast Zack was moving until I felt my underwear slip off.

"God Lily your are gorgeous" he takes off my bra and takes one of my breast in his mouth. I gasp for the cold contact. "Zack" he hums on my skin and I feel him at my entrance. "This may hurt a tiny bit but it'll all be over soon" he opens my legs and positions himself and puts his tip in me and then he rams into me and I yelp.

"God you're so fucking tight baby" this shit hurts . Did I just curse ? Oh my. He keeps stroking into me and i can feel a small sensation but it's not great. He's strokes become fast and leant. "God Lily I'm gonna cum" he breathes into my neck "i am to" .

I lied . Then I feel him erupt in me and it felt weird. He pulls out of me slowly and that hurt worse. He cuddles me after handing me a towel. I wipe and see small amount of blood on it . Yay! I roll my eyes .
"How was your first time?" I smile and give him a peck . "It was great thank you" he stands up and gets dressed. My eyebrows connect together.

"Your leaving?" He smiles and kisses me and grabs his keys and phone "I have to be back before sun rises and it's 11:00pm...but god I love you" he walks out the hotel . And suddenly I feel used and compromised. That's not what I thought it would be . Not even close. My phone rings and it's the team and me in a group chat and I select Paige's number and press call.

To be continued....

Yallllll so do we like Zack??? No?! Ugh I did I thought he was cute WRONG  😑 but what will she talk about when she calls our dear Paige ⬇️⬇️💕💕