My next-door neighbor {Nagisa x Reader} (UNFISHED)

CHAPTER 4: Candy hearts

Now you were casually waiting for Nagisa and than his mother took your hand and gave you back to your mother, it had been a month so you had to go back... now here it was again, nagisa would visit to make sure you were okay and alive sometimes but besides that it was the same... than one day you found a knife and grabbed it as your mother angrily walked to you, so you stabbed her over and over and over again until she was dead... luckily you had gloves that your mother made you wear the the experiment she had... so it looked like a suicide you dropped the knife near her hand and ran to nagisa's apartment going through his windows he started keeping unlocked for you.
"Nagisa" You whispered holding back tears as you shook him blood staining his pajamas.
"Y/N, whats going on-.... is that blood?" He asked worriedly and you mumbled.
"Mom was attacking me and i got scared so i grabbed a knife and stabbed her and now shes bleeding and not waking up" You said now crying and he comforted you and held you tightly and he got you to the bathroom clean you up, got you dressed, and let you sleep with him and in the morning the police were called and you just permanently moved I with nagisa. And one day he gave you candy for doing a good job on some writing work you did, and as you were struggling to eat it you noticed his was in his mouth so I looked at him before moving to him and kissing him... obviously you didn't know what you were doing, but you were doing it... you slipped your tongue in nagisa's mouth and scooped the candy from him mouth before moving away your tail wagging happy with the candy you got and Nagisa was so confused and flustered, he touched his lips and he grabbed you kissing you back and snatching back his candy and as he held your waist holding you close to him you spoke.
"My chest feels tight... and warm... and kinda tingly" you said shakily it was simply love but this was the first time you felt love... And this was nagisa's first time with a girl, nagisa blushed and mumbled.
"Its call love, Y/N" He answered blushing more which much you blush a little.
"Make it go away" you demanded him and he turned to you confused.
"I cant do that, thats literally impossible" Nagisa replied
"WHY NOT?" You asked shaking him a little. Nagisa grabbed your wrists and spoke softly.
"Clam down... you'll get used to it" Nagisa answered
"Promise?" You asked doubt clear in your voice.
"Promise" Nagisa reassured.