Alone (book two of Dark eyes)

Chapter 1 Sarah

All I can do is stare blankly at the only place I'd ever called home. The only place where I could fit in and feel loved, or at least once upon a time I could. Everything I've wanted for the past 7 years, 3 months, and 6 days is right in front of me, but I can't find the will to claim it. Not when it's the things you love that truly kill you.
"Sarah?!" I whip my head around to see Ben, his mouth gaping open. A sad smile forms on my lips as I look him over. He's exactly as I remembered him, in his signature elf costume and livid red eyes. Like a bullet, he darts twords me and wraps his arms around me. I feel as his emotions pass through me leaving shadows of joy, longing, and guilt. When Ben finally untangles his arms, he places a gentle kiss on my cheek before practically dragging me into the house.
"JEFF! JACK! GET YOUR ASSES DOWN HERE!" I nervously bite my lip as Ben begins pulling me up the stairs. As we reach the top, Jeff emerges from behind his door. "Slender is out what the fu-" the moment Jeff sees me he runs up to me and pokes my cheek as if making sure I'm really there. As his finger makes contact with my solid flesh, he scoops me up in a suffocating hug. I inhale the familiar scent of his sweatshirt, a combination of blood and strong laundry detergent.
"Jeff you can let go of me now" I chuckle as I detach myself from his grip. I smile at them before running down the hall to the third door on the right. Jack's room.
"Sarah wait" Ben hollers down the hall, but I open the door. Before I can setup my walls, emotions flood me. I feel the lust and pleasure that erupt from the now open door. I know what I'll see if I look up. But I also know that I won't belive it unless I prove it to myself. I cast my gaze up to see the man I loved betraying me. Jack was too busy to even notice my presence. Anger coursed through my veins until I felt as if I would explode. I heard the high pitched screams of pain echo out of the room as I worked to decompose Jack's bitch's brain, a rather useful skill I acquired recently. About now blood would be pouring out of her nose, mouth, ears, and eyes until her brain imploded with pressure. I heard the delightful thump of dead weight hitting the ground. It wasn't until than that jack turned around to face me. He was naked aside from his mask, blood trickled down his bare chest.
"Good to see you again." I said dully before turning on my heels, slamming the door behind me. I was too passed off to feel hurt right now. I heard Ben and Jeff call out to me, but I ignored them and locked myself in my room.
God I'm such an idiot. To think I could have one of those damn fairy tail endings where evil is vanquished and I get prince charming. I shouldn't have come back, clearly no one thought I would and it's not like jack wants me here killing all his 'toys' I felt my thick black tears run down my face all the time I spent thinking of the day I could see jack again was nothing more than a dream. It was time to wake up.
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I was never very good at decorateing, my room was mostly plain, aside from my many shelfs stalked with assortments of blades. Jack taught me how to use each one, but what I was really good at, was using my 'gift' of telekinesis to protect my door from unwanted visitors aka jack. He'd come to the door at least 10 times demanding I let him in and hear him out. Frankly, I wasn't in the mood to hear about how he didn't fucking another girl right in front of me. Therefore he probably had a fairly deep cut on his ankle. He was persistent, every few minutes I'd have to chase him away again. I was both physically and mentally exhausted. I flopped onto my bed, wanting to just take a small break.
I jerked up in bed as I felt soft hands shaking me awake. I looked up to see slender, towering over me.
"Welcome home Sarah." Slender said softly. I forced a smile onto my face and looked up at where his face should have been. He knelt down to hug me before vanishing out of the room leaving me to deal with my screwed up life alone.

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