So before i get into writing this, there's a few things i want to say
1. Idk when im going to post so im gonna try my best to post every weekend. i was going to post this like 6 weeks ago, but I've been busy with family stuff. I'm going to try my best to post every weekend. (im not perfect so i might forget and if i do im so sorry 😓)
2. I'll start writing smut eventually, but for now im going to post wholesome kokuzan until i get used to writing kokuzan
3. i like to use 3rd person writing. I see ppl mostly writing fan fictions with the characters' pov but i don't like to write like that 😭
4. my writing will probably will quick and messy for about until january. My dad says i might get a pet snake if i can prove that im responsible enough, so i don't want to spend that much time on social media.
5. Another reason i haven't posted recently is because i have ADHD (diagnosed) and it's hard for me to put my mind to things. That's another reason why im on wattpad, to practice paying more attention to things that are important to me. Another symptom of my ADHD is being sensitive to criticism/being judged, so i'm kinda nervous to post in fear of being judged or people being mean :(
6. last but not least, if i do make typos, feel free to correct me.
7. if i forget a headcanon or i need yall to know something, i'll add it to the beginning of the chapter, or i'll make a separate chapter.
woah that was a lot chat
also some headcanons i didn't add in the first chapter:
Muzan is embarrassed about it, but he actually enjoys origami and even makes his own original models. He even makes Kokushibo his favorite origamis, like the origami fox, origami frog, origami butterfly, etc. (my reasoning for this one is since he's old, he was around when origami was invented or whatever and he was drawn to it)
Kokushibo is dyslexic. (i have no reasoning for this one) (if you don't know what dyslexia is, it's a disorder where words move as you read them and it's a learning disability. my dad has it so i know a lot about it, that's just a quick summary)
Uh but now i'll get into the story
ミミ◦❧◦°˚°◦.¸¸◦°'*•.¸♥ pt.1♥¸.•*'°◦¸¸.◦°˚°◦☙◦彡彡
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(Background:) This is when Kokushibo and Muzan first started dating and smooching. They're talking and js trying to get to know each other better. They're outside and it's a full moon, and it's an absolutely beautiful night
Kokushibo, being his quiet self, just stared at Muzan. It was awkward. They were just staring at each other, they didn't know what to talk about.
Kokushibo cleared his throat, "What's your favorite animal?"
Muzan blinked, surprised by the meaningless question, "None. They're meaningless creatures. Why should I have a favorite?"
Kokushibo frowned, reaching to take Muzan's smaller hand in his own, "You have to have a favorite though."
Muzan blush, but then looked away, not wanting to be seen as the little spoon, "If I had to choose, I'd pick...." Muzan paused for a long second, "Reptiles."
"Reptiles are a class of vertebrates, you have to choose a specific one." Kokushibo declared calmly, knowing he himself doesn't have a favorite animal.
"Be quiet. You can't ask me such mindless questions when you don't have opinions on it yourself."
Kokushibo stayed silent, knowing he has just been humbled.
ミミ◦❧◦°˚°◦.¸¸◦°'*•.¸♥ pt.2♥¸.•*'°◦¸¸.◦°˚°◦☙◦彡彡
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Muzan stared blankly at Kokushibo. It was hard to focus, too hard. Kokushibo is pretty, especially with the moonlight shining on his skin. He wants to kiss Kokushibo, but they just got together and he doesn't want to scare his precious kokushibo away.
"Can I give you a nickname?"
Kokushibo stares at Muzan, he shrugs. He tries to make it seem like he doesn't care, but he secretly likes the idea of Muzan giving him a nickname.
"If you do, it'd probably be Koku, right?"
"No.. Douma calls you that, does he not? It needs to be special. Like.. If we were in a room with all the upper moons and i called out the special nickname, you'd just know it's me."
A faint blush can be seen hidden in between Kokushibo's eyes. He got very flustered at Muzan's short speech.
"Go ahead... Give me a nickname then."
Muzan goes on, listing classic nicknames, but none seem to be a good fit. Until he gets a good nickname, at least in his eyes.
"Peep!"
"Peep?"
Kokushibo questioned,
"Like... a chicken?"
Muzan sighed, and spoke softly as he put his hand on his hand, realizing that wasn't the right nickname.
"No. Like the candy. The cute, colorful candy. The shit that kids like."
Kokushibo laughed, a wholesome song echoing through the air and into Muzan's ears.
"I don't think that's a good nickname, It'll keep reminding me a chickens. I'm scared of chickens."
Muzan sighs,
"What is wrong with you?"
Muzan seemed disappointed, but he actually thought Kokushibo quirk was cute. A demon being scared of chickens? Hilarious.
"Are you scared of roasters too?"
"No, uhhh... Aren't they the same? Just different genders??"
Kokushibo was confused, tapping his chin with his finger.
"Enough about chickens. This is meaningless."
Muzan sighed again,
"Why can't we just watch a movie or something?"
Kokushibo shrugged, his pinky finger stroking Muzan's thumb gently, his intentions clear.
"We can."
And for the first time, Kokushibo and Muzan kissed. It didn't include tongue or biting, but it was a long, meaningful kiss. Muzan's arms went to wrap around Kokushibo's neck as the two demon's kissed. Meanwhile, Kokushibo's arms wrapped around Muzan's waist. They stayed like that for a while, even when they pulled away from the passionate kiss.
After the kiss, Muzan's face was flushed with a mixture of red and pink, which was a rare sight to see. He nuzzles into Kokushibo's neck, attempting to hide his own heated face.
"I love you, Kokushibo."
Those words. Those three words. 'I love you', something Muzan hadn't said in years, centuries. That made Kokushibo's heart melt.
"I love you too."
Kokushibo spoke as he buries his face into Muzan's hair.
The rest of the night was idyllic. The couple stayed in each other's arms. It was calming, wow, surprisingly calming.
uhm so that's it because i'm too embarrassed to write anymore
i'm sorry if that was short i'm trying to get better :(
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