~ Who?! ~ (Straykids added Member)

Cap1 where do i start?

-hey Bixby- I ran al over my house looking for my keys while I was trying to put my shoes on and using my phone at the same time

- please call a taxi- the app answered and I finished tiding everything up before opening the door and closing it behind my self and starting to run down the stairs

I have been a trainee at JYP entertainment for nearly 3 years and I'm exhausted, we work 12 hours a day 7 days a week and finally I'm ready to debut,

Jyp pdnim called me to a meting with him and de executives to discuss my progress and my future in the company so today i have to be earlier than usual,

I jump of the taxi the instant we reach the company and I pay the man before running inside, I am really nervous and I don't know what to do, after seeing a lot of the other trainees debut and left me behind I started to loose hope and think they thought I wasn't enough, but know I don't know what to do with all the anxiety running all over my body

After checking in and going to the bathroom for a second to calm my nerves, I reach the execution meeting room and knock on the door before hearing a quiet "come in" and opening the door

-good morning - I did a bow to the ceo and the executives before coming in and closing the door behind me as I have been indicated

-please sit down Yun Hee- I did and other bow before siting

-we've called this meeting because we think is time for you to debut, I have talk with your instructors and they say your results are above our expectations- he talked while he was looking at a folder with my name and a picture of me that I suppose had all the information about my training

- you need work on your rapping skills but that can be fixed in the future- he put the folder down and looked at me directly in the eyes

-I'm going to be frank with you Yun Hee, we want you to debut in an experimental group, two years ago our group stray kids debuted, but due to the left of one of the members some months ago, the group is going down- he took a pause to look at me to see my reaction but I just stayed still, shocked, while looking at the executives around me to see a hint of a joke in their faces

- we come to the solution of adding an additional member to the group to boost their popularity and regain the like of the public, so this is where you take part, you haven't debut in another group because despite your abilities in dancing and singing you didn't match the cute girl aesthetic a 100% and some of the other trainees felt a little intimidated by your abilities, so we decided to in order to no waste your potential we are going to add you to stray kids and you will debut as their new 9 member- some of the executives where looking at me waiting for an answer

A woman in front of me copied in a computer all of what the ceo just said while I was in complete shock

-isn't stray kids a boy band?- my voice sounded confused and really lost

- yes but that is why it will become a experimental group, we think that if we give it the right image and a great promotion this could be a good way to put ourselves in the top of the market again- a man in my left answered as I nod slowly

- in this moment we aren't looking forward to launching new girl groups to the market, and how we said early yo don't match the cute girl aesthetic a 100% so this is the moment to decide if you're going to debute or not- a man on the right of the ceo stood up and put in front of me a contract and a pen

I felt how my stomach stirred, I took air as quiet as I could as I tried to process what was happening,

if this didn't work my career would end even before it started and all my work would been for nothing, I knew that I didn't have a chance in other companies because of the jyp rule that prohibited trainees for joining another companies before 2 to 3 years passed after they left the company, so my only chance was to
Sign the contract if I didn't wan it to be all in vain.

I took the contract in front of me and I read it to times before signing it and giving it back to the man that gave it to me

I got up and gave the ceo a bow before siting down again

-it will be a presure working with them- I gave him the most truth full smile could while I was trying to hold back tears so I didn't break down in fron of them

- that's perfect, I have talked with the members and they don't know that you are "the new addition" but they know we are adjusting somethings so feel free to take today off and tomorrow we will do the formal presentation ok?

I nodded again before getting up and bowing to the ceo and the executives before living as I was told

I quickly walked to the bathroom and locked my self in one cubicle before breaking down

Why is this happening to me? What did I do so wrong for this to happens to me? I gave up my youth training to be an idol and now the only option that I have is to start my career in this group that is already falling apart or leaving my dreams because they don't think I match the girl group aesthetic

And to add more it is a boy group, a fucking boy group, how is that gonna work?

I stayed I'm the bathroom for 10 minutes before deciding it was time to go home

I left the building and took a bus home while thinking in all of the possibilities and how could this go

What am I going to do?

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