Return to Me (h.s)

Chapter 7

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It felt like slow motion as Mikey grabbed my hand and led me upstairs. I was sick to my stomach and I couldn't even protest. My mouth was not responding to my brain's signals.

He brought me into a room and sat me down on the edge of a bed. He sat down beside me and placed his hand on my thigh. This was deja-vu, but worse. I couldn't go through this. Not again. I could feel the panic bubbling in my chest and the room started to spin.

"Look I'm not-"

I turned towards him as he spoke and suddenly I felt something rise into my throat. A scream maybe? Nope just vomit, and alot of it.

All. Over. Mikey.

"Disgusting!" He yelled as he flicked some vommit off of his hand and onto the floor.

"I- I'm so sorry. I just, I got really scared." I said frantically.

"What the hell did you think was gonna happen? I was going to rape you or something?" He said running to the bathroom.

"No...Yes... Please just don't... I don't know!" I shivered wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.

"God, this is so typical. I come upstairs with a pretty girl and she vomits on me."

"You were touching me you creep!" I screeched.

"Your crazy! I was being comforting. I was going to tell you I WASN'T going to make you do anything!& now my pants are ruined." He groaned out.

I blushed a deep red and covered my face. "God, I really didn't mean to Mikey."

"My names not even Mikey." He muttered.

"What?" I questioned in return.

"My names not Mikey." He repeated upset.

"Well, not Mikey, what's your name then?" I asked sarcastically.

"It's Matty." He said shaking his head.

"I'll uh be right back," I paused for a moment and exited the room.

I swiftly went into Niall's room taking deep breaths to calm myself from the images of my past racing through my brain. Finally, after rummaging through his closet to find a pair of Niall's jeans. I grabbed a pair and I returned to not Mikey.

"Sorry again, Matty." I said tossing him the jeans.

"Yeah,Yeah. Leah." He said in my same previous tone.

"Why was she calling you Mikey , if your names Matty?" I said leaning into a chair.

"I guess she didn't care what my name was." He said rolling his eyes.

"What are we gonna tell everyone downstairs?" I said nervously.

"Idk, just say we did it." He said shrugging.

"Ew! I'm not saying that!" I said immediately dismissing that idea.

"Well it's either that or say you threw up all over me!" He said irritated.

God, I'd be deemed a total loser.

"You are a total loser." He chuckled.

"What the hell! So you read minds?!" I shrieked.

"You're totally bonkers! You said that out loud!" He said throwing his head back in laughter.

"Anyways, back to the issue." I said rolling my eyes, "I think I'm gonna just hide in my room for the rest of my life."

"Yeah or until school starts." He nods sarcastically.

"Perfect plan!." I respond throwing myself on the bed.

I then began to start crying, which is probably totally melodramatic considering nothing bad happened tonight, but the stress and reminder of That Night was more than I could handle.

This is probably the part where you expect Harry to come in and save me from my crazy experience and scoops me into his loving embrace telling me not to worry about anything. SIGH if only.

Matty comes over and places his hand on my back and I immediately flinch away and feel bile filling my throat again at the sensation of his hot skin. He moved his hand quickly after noticing my expression and I could tell he knew something was wrong.

"Hey... It's okay? I won't say anything to them that's not true. All we did was talk right? I'm an idiot for coming up here anyway thinking it would boost my cool points." He tried to reassure me.

"I don't really care all that much what you say about me. It's not like I want to be friends with them anyway. You do what you have to do." I say after a few minutes. I actually do care, but I don't trust him enough to admit that.

After we walk down the stairs he makes a big show of fake zipping his pants up in front of everyone and I fake vomit and smack him in the back of the head.

"Too far?" He laughs looking at me. And I roll my eyes.

Molly looks over at us and smirks "That was a lot longer than seven minutes wasn't it Harry." She elbows him and I can't read the expression on his face.

Harry saunters over to him and grabs his collar before whispering something I can't hear into Matty's ear. Matty pushes him off annoyed and tells the group nothing happened in the room. I smile at him for telling the truth and he sends me a half grin while scooting away from Harry further.

"Yeah whatever you guys say." Molly winks at everyone and they all laugh back.

I can feel someone inching towards me "Aren't you going to thank me." Harry whispers in my ear. "I did just force him to tell the truth."

"Gee my hero! Didn't have the balls to say something to everyone before it happened. For all you know he could've taken advantage of me. Hell you don't know if he did! You're all sick." I glare at him. I can't stand that they all sat back like cowards and allowed it. Even me.

"If I really though someone would even think about touching you. I would have stopped him." He scoffs.

"What the hell does that mean? Am I that repulsive to you." I can feel my throat shrinking with the growing lump.

"Oh-fuck- I. That came out wrong. Mattys my friend. He wouldn't hurt a fly. Molly would've made a bigger scene and hated you more if I tried to intervene. She's really jealous but hey she gives good head." He smirks.

I make gagging noises and he laughs. If he has a girlfriend why was he trying to kiss me outside earlier. I think to myself. What am I thinking? Obviously just me being dumb and imagining that this green eyes GOD would even look twice at me.

"I bet you're even better at it." He says interrupting my thoughts with a sly smile.

I lean in pushing my chest towards him till we're touching and close the distance between my lips and his ears. I can feel his breath hitch and then whisper "Would you like to find out?"

As he tries to inch his arm around my waist I bring my knee up and hit him right in the groin. "Keep your hands away from me and every other part of your body." I glare as I walk away.

He groans and falls to his knees behind me while calling out, "Baby, I love a challenge."