A Mad Hatter's Magic

Chapter 9 🏡🏠

Bold:your language
Italic: Spanish
Underline:Japanese
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'Never go home.'

Those were the words running through your mind like a track team. B/n and Nadie started arguing with tears running down their faces but you couldn't hear their words over your pounding heart and short, quick breaths. You picked up on one or two words "Get us home!" And "I'm sorry!".

You didn't bother to try and argue nor listen. Your chest felt tight and painful. Your eyes darted everywhere and you began to sweat, your heart raced faster. "No no no." You said to yourself.

You teared up and you began to clutch at your aching chest, you breathing became short gasps of breathe as you tried to breathe...

But you couldn't breathe

It hurts

It hurts

So much

I wanna go home

Gasping for more breaths, you teared up more and tears streamed down your face. It hurt so bad. You were panicking.

After their argument, Nadie and B/n looked over at you. "Y/n?" Your brother asked softly, clearly worried about you. You couldn't respond, it was so painful. They realized you were having a panic attack and didn't want to stress you out more. "Shh, Y/n. It's gonna be okay. You'll go home." Nadie whispered soothing words to you but didn't attempt to touch you. Which was probably for the best.

'My family.' You thought while trying to calm down. No, this wasn't how you wanted things to go! Your brother was kneeling in front of you, trying to get you to copy his breathing which helped you but your mind kept racing over and over again. Finally after a while, you felt relaxed and you could breathe normally again.

"S-sorry, didn't mean for that to happen." You said, a little bit winded from struggling to breathe earlier. Nadie finally went up to you, tears still in her eyes as she met your gaze. "I'm so sorry." She whimpered to you. You could tell she was holding back more tears and her extreme guilt was obvious in her expression. You stood up and moved closer to her, gently setting your hands on her shoulders.

She flinched slightly but instantly relaxed underneath your touch. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen, I tried, I truly did." She mumbled softly while keeping her gaze away from you. You let out a sigh, you didn't know if it was from irritation, hope, or something else. "It's alright, we can try again later or whenever we can, alright? It's not over yet."

After you said those words to her, her face lit up and she finally looked at you, hope and appreciation in her eyes. "Thank you Y/n, you're so kind, too kind. But..." she hesitated, looking around as if in thought about something. Then, she asked "why are you forgiving me? Don't you want to hit me or something? Maybe even kill me?" You slowly grew concerned and horrified by her question.

"Wha- what the- huh?! WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I KILL YOU?!" You asked in shock as you shook her like a rag doll by her shoulders. You were incredibly offended and horrified by her questions. Did Nadie really think you would kill her for a stupid mistake? Did she think you were that aggressive or something?! "I'm just sayin'!" She argued back, getting dizzy from your shaking. She lightly smacked your tight grip off her shoulders. "Get off me ya lunatic!"

Lunatic...
Lunatic?

"WHAT DID YOU CALL ME?!" And with that, the chase began. "W-WHAAAAAA!" Nadie yelped out while scrambling away from you, but you kept right on her tail. She flailed her arms around and pushed herself to run. "GETYOURBUTTBACKHERE!" You shouted out in a single breath and sped up. Your brother just stood to the side, watching you hunt down the brunette with a confused expression. "Huh? Never knew Y/n was so bipolar-"

"B/N! HELP ME!" Nadie jumped into your brother's arms, nearly sending the both of them. "THEN ILL GET YOU BOTH! RAAAAAAHHHHHH!" You cried out and chased the both of them.

After a few hours, you all grew tired. Slowing down, you wheezed out a, "I'll get you... watch..." and kept moving despite the protest your body gave. B/n was sweating and huffing, almost dropping Nadie. "Ugh..." he groaned while taking shaky steps. "I'm done! I'm done! I quit!" B/n shouted out and set Nadie down. "Me too..." you responded while doubling over to catch your breath. "Let's just go back to bed. I'm exhausted..."

And with that, all three of you headed to the barracks to catch some Z's, unaware of the pair of eyes watching you.

MORNING

You woke with a groggy start. Groaning, you got up from bed and rubbed your head. You looked up at the sound of clothes shuffling and saw Nadie half dressed from the waist down. She buttoned her pants and zipped them up, then she reached for her shirt. You stared for a few moments before speaking up without thinking.

"Cute bra-"
"Excuse me?"

As your brain finally caught up with you had said, Nadie was already staring at you with an extremely flustered face, her face was all hot and red from embarrassment. Your gaze flickered up to her face, down to her chest, up to her face, down to her chest, then back up to her face again. You could feel your own face heating up and you stuttered, trying to find an excuse or something. You wish you could just explode already.

Seeing as there was no way out of the situation, you doubled down. "I said your bra was cute. Where did you get it?" You forced a confident smirk, like you meant your mistake. "O-oh... uhm.." Nadie averted her gaze and stuttered while shifting her body and grabbing at her hair. "Victoria's Secret..." she finally admitted after a moment. Raising an eyebrow, you glanced back at the garment, now noticing the expensive look of  the material. "Really? Must've been expensive."

With a shy nod, she quickly pulled her shirt on. "Right...". Deciding to lay off on embarrassing her any further, you got dressed yourself. She had practically ran out the room with the way she was gone the moment you pulled your shirt over your head. You shrugged and kept changing.

After changing, you left the room and went to look for B/n and Nadie. As you stepped out the room, you heard a familiar voice, "mistress...".

(A/n: wow guys... I'm so hecking sorry for disappearing for nearly two years 😭 first, I lost motivation, second, family stuff, third, I forgot about that I was, in fact, an author. So yeah. This is my comeback. MUHAHAHAH! Probably. Idk. I'll try to stay lol. I came back with the milk. Anyways, love y'all and have a blessed day/night!)