His Darkest Desire

Part 4

Author's POV
Jungkook was sitting with Y/n, his arm around her waist tightly, he was holding her like his life depend on it.

Your head was on his chest, you were still kinda scared of sometime ago event, you didn't knew what Jungkook did with the boy.

Everyone was silent, the silence was like a comfortable silence.

You were taking comfort from Jungkook's embrace, while Jungkook sighed deeply seeing you still looking down.

He hates it when you are down or upset. He want to see you happy, cheerful like you usually is. He looked down at you and saw a small sad pout on your lips, and it tugged on his heart strings.

Suddenly, broking the silence, Taehyung asked softly from you "Y/n are you feeling fine now?"

You just nodded, your half head still burried in Jungkook's chest. You slightly looked up at Jungkook and saw him staring at you. You gulped your saliva and asked "sumbae?" Your voice came as a tiny whisper which only he heard.

"Yes, sweetheart? What's wrong? Do you need something?" Jungkook quickly asked you, in concern and worry for you.

"I want to drink water" you said while looking at him with doe eyes, while Jungkook nodded and told Jimin to go and bring a water bottle for you.

After a few minites, Jimin came with a bottle of water in his hands, he gave the water bottle to Jungkook and sat back on his seat.

Jungkook opened the cap, and made you sit and then he made you drink water from his hands.

"Thank you" you mumbled, as you finished drinking water while Jungkook smiled and said "no problem, baby"

You just smiled a bit at him and then snuggled more closer to him, still being disturbed because of what happened before.

Jungkook kept you closer to him, while humming. "Sweetheart, just calm down" Jungkook muttered, not more than a whisper.

Jungkook sighed as he didn't heard you answering him back, he slightly rolled his eyes, he don't like it when someone don't answer him back, but with you, the thing was different.

.........

Jungkook was in his room,laying on the bed, but his mind was full with your thoughts. He was still tensed but he also knew you are with your friends.

You were doing sleepover, as Jungkook asked your friends, as he knew you must be scared and yeah- now you and your friends and in Hana's home.

Jungkook wanted to be with you, but he knew you would be uncomfortable and he also knew he don't have any rights to live with you, as he was just your senior, isn't it?

.........

You were with your friends — Hana and Yeonjun.

You all were watching a romantic movie and was enjoying it when suddenly Yeonjun got a call from his mother, as his mom had suddenly got sick and now he have to go to his hometown.

"Byeee" you mumbled, kinda sad as you guys were doing sleepover and now he is going, he chuckled and patted your head and said "take care, girls" he said and side hugged Hana and you and went out.

"Now we both are alone" Hana said, while shaking head, kinda sad also as Yeonjun left.

"Well first continue this movie" Hana said and you nodded and then you both watched the remaining movie.

.........

As you laid on the bed, in the guest room. Suddenly, your phone rang. You frowned in confusion as who must be calling you this late in night.

You took your phone in your hands, and looked at the screen and saw it was Jungkook who called you.

You attended the call and put your phone near your ear and then heard a deep and husky voice saying "sweetheart?"

"Umm... yes? Sumbae" you mumbled, you couldn't help but get goosebumps at the way he said sweetheart.

"Are you okay, baby?" Jungkook asked softly, he was still very worried for you.

"Yeah... kinda..." you stopped and then asked "you aren't asleep yet?"

"Nah, sweetheart. I couldn't sleep" Jungkook spoke and you frowned and then asked "why, sumbae?"

Jungkook sighed, he knew he couldn't let his guard down, but with you, it was kinda different. He leaned on his bed rest and let out a weary sigh and then mumbled, not very loud, but loud enough for you to hear "I feel bad"

"Why? Is everything okay...?" You asked him confusedly yet worriedly.

"Today... what happened with you... I feel bad... knowing... it was my enemy... I feel like... it is my fault.... I feel guilty... what if I couldn't came in time?... what if something bad happen to you?... I just feel bad... I feel- seeing you at that moment, my heart broke in million pieces... the way you cried in my embrace... your red arm... everything hurted like hell..." Jungkook finally said, he laid his heart bare for you.

You started to get worried for him, as Jungkook wasn't the person to feel guilty, bad or sad this easily. "It's okay, sumbae. It wasn't your fault... and at least you came and protected me..." you said softly, trying to calm him down.

"Are you angry at me...?" Jungkook asked quietly.

"How can I be angry at you? When you was the one who save and protect me? I am not angry at you... so sumbae, now calm down" you said genuinely, as you weren't really angry at him.

Jungkook couldn't help but feel a wave of relief, washing over him. He calmed down a bit, but still those thoughts didn't left his mind.

"So... now don't be sad or disappointed, I am not angry nor sad at you" you again said, knowing it is helping to calm him down.

"Aish- ok, sweetheart" Jungkook said with a chuckle.

"Are you coming to university, tomorrow?" Jungkook asked softly.

"I am coming, tomorrow" you said and Jungkook felt his protective instincts kicking him and he replied "you should take rest, baby?"

"Nah it's okay, sumbae... don't worry. I am fine now" you said.

Jungkook sighed, knowing you are stubborn and he then mumbled "ugh, okay"

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