ONe shots

thoughts

Mind blank, slowly fading out into the distance. You just see me standing there, my face emotionless, my skin pale, my eyes distant and dead. Where's the life in me? so quiet its like i didn't exist. not only a mere presence i was here, you see me walk down the halls, slowly like a lion ready to pounce for battle. My slow walk, my breathing slow, u barely hear it. I seem like a distant void in the middle of this world. if only you knew what it really was how i am in the inside.(the thoughts)fucking jump of a cliff already, pull the trigger next time when u hold that gun, those voices yelling at me repeating all the memories of what other people told meuselessrelieve the world from this peaceu deserve the pain and bullying they sayyou a nuissance to the world. guns shooting sounds in my head, screaming, agony, war sounds, nukes, fighter jets, tanks, etc."Ur a monster jeiku" the voice saysgore, screams, constant war all over my mindabusewhipping noises, the feeling of the pain all around my backthe constant noises of yelling, pain of being punchthe threats of being killeddeserving deathlove that doesn't lastMy eyes darkening, screaming silently for ease, to end it all"please help me" i whispered to myself, soft, small, my voice broken