ONe shots

.. do i have to write?

Closing my eyes, feeling quite exhausted from the day events. The darkness consuming my mind, after a few minutes later, I'm still in the black void of nothing. Just nothing, black surrounding me. I then heard the sound of water flowing, I look down to see that I'm barefoot. Walking around this sort of stream. The beautiful clear water, the smell consumin me. I look around, im around deep inside the old forest where I used to go. My childhood memories flooding back to me, then I heard that VØł₵Ɇ I look behind me, I saw the four year old of myself, smiling and giggling as I play with the water. By myselfI smile softly, iv always been by myself, fending for myself while everyone walks pass me like I'm nothing. The same thing as always. I reach out to myself and ruffle my own hair. "Hey little one,"He giggled and smile back innocently, oblivious of what was going on at home. Not knowing what happens at home, always carefree, not knowin of the abuse and manipulation going on. I wa about to speak before the whole world starts to break. The floor became no more, I was falling inside the black void. Falling to my death. I screamed awake, panting.