NepoxNextion

14.

Nextion

Last week was very harsh on me.But it's a new day and we have started preparing for our this week's act.I can see that Vipul Bhaiya is worried.Unko lag raha hai ki unki wajah se main bottom main hu."Are Bhaiya aap chinta mat karo hum dono kill krege is hafte."I tried to lift his mood.I last saw Nepo Bhaiya in the morning when we came for practice.He is also very worried.Kya karu main in dono ka.

Mohan Bhaiya,Vipul Bhaiya and Kritagya are discussing our act.I saw Nepo Bhaiya's msg notification.But got very busy in rehearsals that I forgot to reply to him.

In the evening after the rehearsals we all gathered to wait for the car.Nepo Bhaiya came and started talking to Akina.He didn't even look at me.Are inko kya hua.I sat at the front seat of the car.We reached the hotel and he didn't even wait for me to go to our room.Ye kyo gussa hai mujhse maine to khuch kiya hi nahi hai.

"Bhaiya kya hua?Aap gussa ho kya mujhse?"I asked.He didn't answer.Now he is pissing me off.
" Kya hua Bhaiya?" I asked again.
"Msg kab Kiya tha maine?"He said.
Then I realised oh the message.
"Sorry Bhaiya vo dhyan hi nahi raha reply karna"
"Accha itni der tak aap mujhse gussa rehlete ho"I teased him.
Khuch to karna padega."Are mujhko chakkar ki tarah aa raha hai"
He suddenly looked at me."Khaya tha kya aaj tune khuch.Nahi khaya hoga aesa hi karta hai.Isiliye to message Kara tha.Rukk khuch leke aata hu khane ke liye"All his anger is now replaced by concern.

"Aree,shaant Bhaiya kha liya tha.Aur main bilkul thik hu bas aapko manane ke liye ye sab natak kar raha tha."I said.
He smiled"Accha mere tarike mujhpe hi".

"Accha chal ab soja,subah jaldi niklana hai practice ke liye" He said.
"Thik hai".

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Nepo

I was just worried and when he didn't reply to my messages I got more worried.But he looks okay now from the outside.But Mentally he is taking so much pressure that it concerns me.He has also lost weight.He doesn't even eat on time.
He looks very weak and exhausted.My heart aches seeing him like that.

We got ready for our practice.Shoot day is in two days.Everone is working very hard.Dibyajyoti Bhai got eliminated because of his injury during practice.
We also have to take care of our body.
I didn't get time to check on Nexu today personally but I am constantly checking on him through calls.And Vipul Bhaiya is also there so I am a bit of tension free.

During my rest break,maine socha Nexuu ko dekh aata hu ek bar.Lekin ye to so raha hai.He is sleeping very peacefully.Vipul Bhaiya told me that he already had his dinner.It gave me relief.
I hope and pray that his hard work pays off.

(Shoot Day)

We all got ready for our performances.Aaj hai 'Apne' Special.I already have my 'Apna' with me on this journey and I also called some other 'Apne's' also.Today my "Dasila Gang" is coming.My homies.We performs in battles together.We all struggled together and are still struggling.I just love them.Nextion is in unsafe zone.I am little bit scared,I know he will kill it in battle but what If something goes wrong.Naine sare negative thoughts side kre,are khuch nahi hoga mera Babu kill kardega.

My act is on "Apna time ayega".We got standing ovation.Dasila Gang is looking very happy.I asked them to come to the stage and introduced them.Meri khuch poll bhi kholi gyi.I always have great time with them.Then we danced.Nexu also joined us.We Underground Boys just killed it.I got 30 out of 30.

Nikhil's parents came and we had so much fun.Me,Nexu and Steve did workout with his Dad.He said that we are weak and need some workout.Then Vaishnavi's Papa and Nikhil's Papa had a fierce competition.Vaishnavi's Papa just killed it.Vo hum sabke Papa hai.

Urfi Mam came to promote her show.
We did fashion show for her in her style.
It's now Nexu's turn to perform.
Main apni nazre hi nahi hata paya act se.What emotions man.They just killed it.
They truly justified"Teri Deewani" song.
And the twist in the end is just wow.
I was just mesmerized.

Judges said that it was a near 10 act.But I felt that it was beyond marks.I looked at Nexu he is not happy and satisfied with his marks.
"Nextion switch, Patidev ke sath kaisa chal Raha hai sab"Urfi Mam asked.
He smiled a little.
"Patidev ke sath to sab badhiya hi chal raha hai,Mera bhot khayal rakhte hai"He said.
Suddenly Akina stood up and started complaining about Nextion to judges.
Akina said ki vo rota rehta hai."Sab isko Babu Babu karte hai to khush rehta hai.
Nepo isko Are Mera Babu Babu karta rehta hai"She said.
Byi Mera to Babu hai main to krunga.
Then Geeta Maa asked to show some proof ki vo rota hai.A video played on the big screen in which he is crying and Vipul Bhaiya is trying to make him happy.Ye video kabka hai?Maine to nahi dekha.Mujhe kaise nahi pta ki Nexu roya tha,aur kyu roya tha?Sare questions mere dimag main chal rahe the.
My heart just broke after seeing that video.Vipul Bhaiya said that 'pichi bar Kam marks aaye the isiliye'.
He is just mentally and physically exhausted.

It's time for bottom three battle.Nextion,Chitrakshi and Amos are the bottom three.I know that Nexu will kill it but it is not helping my overthinking mind and my scared heart.
Urfi Mam gave judges power to save one of them.It gave me relief because I know whom they are going to save.They took Nexu's name.

Both of them got eliminated.Shoot got over.We reached our hotel.Nexu is so tired and sad that it is breaking my heart.Once we reached our room I hugged him."Are Babu aaj ka act to mind blowing tha.Tune kill kardiya.Tu udaas mat ho agle hafte 30out of 30 hi ayege".
I tried to lift up his mood.He smiled a little.His smile's warmth reached my heart.He then slept.
I just hope that new morning brings new found happiness for my Babu.

:-Happiest Birthday to Nextion Bhaiya💚
I was busy because it's also my bday today.
Keep supporting Nepo and his Babu❤️.