Young Ji's POV
With a tune in my head, I've been producing and editing some files on my drafts. I've been inspired ever since the talk I had with Heol three days ago.I could just hear the rhythm and beats inside my head, and the lyrics just rolls in my tongue. It may or may not be because of a certain someone.
Ugh, when will I be able to get a grip on my heart. I thought that I was able to move forward but I guess not. Laughing at myself, swirling on my chair "Young Ji you still got the shots on him"
Well, it's not like I have a say to my heart right?
Standing up I feel a bit hungry, opening the door from my studio room, I didn't realize that it's actually raining. Let's have some coffee to aid the solemness in the air.
I don't know why, but there's something comforting about the rain. Looking back, it was actually also raining when I started liking Kyungsoo sunbaenim.
Flashback
Darn this down pour, ugh it's just my first week of class and I'm gonna be a wet rat under this bad weather. I even checked my weather app earlier and it says it's gonna be full on sunshine. Sunshine my ass, I even forgot my umbrella under my desk. Ugh, why am I so unlucky.As I glance towards my phone it's 5:47, my grandma would be worried if I got home later than this. Whatever I muttered. Let's just be soak then, like I have a choice.
As I run towards the main gate I just feel the ground slipped out of my feet, embracing the hard ground that would catch me, I closed my eyes tightly for impact and out of instinct, basically grabbed the air-
Wait, I was supposed to grabbed nothing. So why didn't I feel the hard ground on my back. "Did I gained some sort of floating ability?" I muttered to myself, but I heard a chuckled and quickly opened my eyes. And saw a pair of eyes so expressive my breath hitched "careful there" he says and I quickly fixed my self. "S-sorry about that uhm.. Sunbaenim?" I asked to the human in front of me.
He nodded and smiled "yes, a Sunbaenim. Here- he gave me his umbrella but I kept on resisting -you needed it more than me, besides I have someone to pick me up" he says and I just shit my mouth. I can feel the warmth spreading to my cheeks and ears.
"I- ugh" come in Young Ji get a grip, you're embarrassing, he just chuckled when I saw a car parked near him. He looks back at the car, and looks at me again "that's my ride. I'll go then, careful next time. I won't be sure if I'll be there to catch you again" he winks and walks towards the car. My voice got stuck on my throat, and my mouth kept on opening and closing. I supposed I look like a fish out of the water.
I was standing there dumbly, umbrella loose on my hold as the car drives away from me.
What just happened? I asked myself and stayed for another minute there.
I'm not that unlucky after all.
-------------------
Rushing home I could still feel my heart beating so loudly, I was even scared that it would go out of my ribcage. If that is even possible. Rolling at that thought, sometimes I even fascinates myself at my own thoughts.Anyways-
The umbrella- now dried, is placed carefully on my table. Hopefully, tomorrow I would be able to give it back to Kyungsoo Sunbaenim. And how do I know his name you asked?
The umbrella has a stitched name on the corner, even his name is cool.
I look forward into meeting him tomorrow-------
Or maybe I'm not the only one who's excited to meet him. He's actually on the main gate again, this time with some students. I heard that he's actually the student council president three times in a row, and he's quite a strict one. A block of ice- that's what they call him. But yesterday he's warm and playful, how can they say that he's a block of ice?
Or..... Maybe he's a bit strict. Well, he's actually really really strict. I just saw him repremanding another student for not wearing her ID properly. Well I do get his point, this is a school after all. We all abide the rules. With a quickening step, I started to walk away as I know this traitorous heart would leap any minute the more I stay and keep on stealing glances. There is still tomorrow to give his umbrella back. With that thought I smiled to myself, that's right.
No need to rush I can give it back anytime.
And any time didn't arrived, it's been 6 months already. The umbrella is still sitting so prettily on my desk. I developed this bad habit of mine. Is it considered bad? I really don't know. I just know that seeing him every morning makes me feel happy and excited all throughout the day.
"Girl, I've been your friend for literally months now and I kept on noticing your eyes glued to the main entrance every morning. Who are you targeting from the student council?" Heol, my bff for 5 months has been badgering me for weeks now has been asking about this and that and I just glued my mouth shut per usual.
She rolled her eyes on me "one of these days I'll know who your locking googly eyes on" I scoffed "googly eyes my ass. Stop bothering me and don't even try to refute. You've been doing that for exactly two weeks. Aren't you tired now?" It's her turn to smirk. She pointed at my ear "I know you like someone from those human guillotines at the main entrance, your redenning ears are the proof of it"
"Whatever" I muttered. It's not like I can lie, towards her? Not a chance. It seems that I really don't have the ability to lie. They always seem to know when I don't say the actual truth.
"Besides, you're not the only googly eyes in this classroom. I don't know whats the deal with y'all. Those peeps are so strict, like their asses have rods on 'em. Their back are straight AF's it's like I'm in military or something. This is a school, not a training camp" and she kept on going and going on her demands. I just rolled my eyes on her my eyes still glancing towards his direction.
Sigh, when will I be able to stop this beating heart of mine for him?
With a light chuckle coming from my mouth, the said umbrella is still inside my house. It may not be sitting prettily in my desk, it's now pinned to the wall, like an art work I was proud to show around. Glancing at it, its one of my inspiration when I started to write my own lyrics. How can I truly move forward if there are things inside my house lingering, making me think about how I see love naivety.
Thats the beauty of innocent love I guess. When you don't know too much, when you don't wanna know too much and be satisfied as long as you can see someone from afar.
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/377163087-288-k301959.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
Our Fantasy[✓]
Fanfiction"Everything felt like a dream when I'm with you, can somebody pinch me to stay in reality?" Miss Tsundere's Notes: A heavily inspired AU of Small Girl Fantasy of Lee Young Ji. It's been on my mind ever since I heard that song.