DEMON P.O.V.
Before you get to asking no, I wasn't snooping or anything. I spilt my food and I went upstairs to get some cleaning stuff and it fell out when I went to grab the shit!
Are you mad...
Dream asked as she pulled the chair out on the other side of me.
Dream I'm not mad....just carious to know why you would hide something like this, especially from me! Like what's up with you? Is it mine?
I was in the middle of taking the test and the girls were knocking on the bathroom door, I couldn't have one second to myself, I didn't want them to see it I just put it under the sink, I don't even know what it say!
You don't know what it say?
No, I was waiting for the minutes for it to dry or whatever and all that happened so I just left it. I took one because I haven't gotten a period in months. And my nipples are sore, and I found myself just going through a lot of like internal mood swings. If that makes sense.
I get it. What do you want to do if you are?
Baby I would love to give you, your son you always wanted! I am terrified to be pregnant again. I don't want to let you down again and all I could think of is going through postpartum depression again and shit going left like the first time.
You know I am a very reasonable man and I support you in whatever you wanna do with your body. If you feel like having another baby isn't the right thing to do because of your mental state then you can get an abortion. But if you want to keep it and wanna get mental help along the way you can also do that as well. You lost your mom, your brother the day you gave birth. I get all that played apart in you going crazy. And this isn't much different you just basically killed yourself off and now you're living a completely different life. I don't want that to be the reason I kill you! I'm with you, with whatever decisions you make just so we're clear. It's your body! And I know I made that clear to you the first time you tried to get an abortion, nothing is different this time.
I don't want you to resent me!
Why would I resent you Dream?
Because you want a son!
Yeah and I also wanna go back to living normal, I also wanna be a Billionaire again, but I'm also very content and happy with the simple stress free life we get to live now. I want a lot of shit that don't mean ima get it. I would never put you through something you can't physically or mentally handle for my own personal gain.
I could tell she was taking everything I was saying into consideration. She was in desperate deep thought, it was all over her face.
"I don't know.."
Well why don't we just figure out if you are or you aren't first and go from there. I handed her the box and her hands trembled. Fear was all over her face. "Whatever the outcome is Dream we'll work through it!"
She reopened the box and pulled the unpackaged test out. Sitting the box on the table. She bursted into tears before she could even get the test completely out the package. "Damn am I that much of a fuckin horrible dad!"'I joked snatching the test from her hands standing up and she cried harder.
No im just a fuckin horrible ass mother! She sobbed.
You are not! Aye look at me, (I lifted her head up to look me in my eyes.) You are not a horrible mother, you're a great mother! I kissed her forehead and wiped her tears.
