<Reputation>
When I returned from Midnights' house I went straight to bed. I just laid there for a while, thinking.
'Midnights knows i'm in love with Lover and that I'm gay. She's gonna tell all our friends. They're all gonna dump me and they'll think I'm weird.'
All those thoughts were running through my head. I tried to go to sleep but I just couldn't.<Lover>
I filled the past few days with eating, watching TV... and thinking about Rep. I still didn't understand why I couldn't get her out of my head and it was driving me crazy. Maybe it was because I felt lonely and wanted company from a friend? Yeah I wanted company from my best friend... Right?
I decided to go to sleep, however I didn't fall asleep. I was thinking about her again. Also, I wasn't used to sleeping alone, Dave was always with me. I miss him but I also don't miss him. It didn't make sense.
I want company, but I don't want Dave. I want someone to lay next to me in bed, but not Dave. I want someone to talk to, but again not Dave. I want someone to hold me while I cry, but definitely not Dave. I just wanted a hug, but not from Dave. I wanted it from... Reputation?.
'NO, NO, NO' I screamed to myself.
'You can't be in love with Rep she' s your best friend and you're both girls, it'll never work out!'
*pling*
I got a text message🖤Reppy🖤
'Hi Lov'<Lover>
It was Rep...💕Lov💕
'Hi rep'
'why are you still up?'
'you should get some sleep, it's getting late'🖤Reppy🖤
'Yeah I know, but I couldn't sleep'
'Also, I didn't expect you to answer. Why are you awake Lov?'💕Lov💕
'Ohw, I also couldn't sleep'🖤Reppy🖤
'Is it because of Dave?'<Reputation>
Ok maybe I shouldn't have asked that.💕Lov💕
'I don't know'🖤Reppy🖤
'What do you mean?'💕Lov💕
'it's just that... I don't think I miss him Rep.'
'I don't even know if I ever loved him.'🖤Reppy🖤
'Wow, that's deep.'💕Lov💕
'Yeah, I know'
'I think I just miss company.'
'it's a big house you know.'🖤Reppy🖤
'do you want me to come over?'<Reputation>
I can't believe I just asked that<Lover>
I can't believe she just asked that💕Lov💕
'actually I would really like to see you.'🖤Reppy🖤
'I'll be there in 10 minutes.'💕Lov💕
'Please be careful, it's late.'🖤Reppy🖤
'I'm always careful, Lov.'<Lover>
Ok that gave me butterfliesHey so this is kind of a short chapter, but I still hope you enjoyed it. I'm sorry I didn't update sooner. I've been struggling with my mental health recently. I'm better now tho. I'll try to update more from now on.
Also let me know if you guys have any ideas for the story.
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FanficReputation has a big crush on her childhood best friend 'Lover'. Reputation is kind of the tough one of the group so she doesn't really show emotion. Also no one knows Rep is a Lesbian and Rep doesn't know if Lover is gay in any way. Enjoy <3