TW : throwing up,eating disorders
Marjories PoV:
A lot has happened today,it was so draining. The merger was terrible. All day Janice was making rude comments towards me. And I know they shouldn't hurt me but I'm jealous of her. She's so pretty,has perfect hair and everything. Why did Reece choose me? I'm not as pretty as other girls. I know he would choose another girl over me if he could. I'm just blocking him from finding the love of his life. He's such a handsome man,I'm just a fat ugly slob. I don't think we should be together.
"Reece,come here." I say,not calling him by handsome or reecey.
"Hey you,what's up?" He looks down at me,his crystal blue eyes. I can't hurt him. I love him. "Marjorie?"
I sigh,"I don't love you anymore,please forgive me I can't do this anymore. You've gave me everything but we don't work together Reece,maybe in another universe."
I just watched his eyes turn from a pearl blue to a dark blue. I just sigh and walk out of the house. What can I do now? I get in my car and ring char. After about two rings she picks up. "Char is anyone there?" I say my voice slightly breaking.
"No Marjorie come over,what's wrong mylove?" She says as I pull up in to her car park. "Marjorie I'm opening the door."
I walk in and give her the tightest hug and crying into her chest. "Char I left him,I don't know why I need him char." And she just holds me tighter.
"Marjorie what happened?"
I don't know myself,did I just leave the love of my life because of my own insecurities? I needed him. What do I do? "Char,I don't even know all I remember is feeling down and then calling Reece up and breaking up with him,then I just walked out. Char I need him,he saved me."
"Marjorie he needed you,I promise your perfect the way you are okay? Let's go have a stroll around the neighbourhood to calm you down." And so I just nod. We walk out and the breeze hits me. This is all I needed, a walk with my bestfriend.
Reeces PoV:
I just closed the bathroom door and put my back against it. I fell to the floor. What do I do now? I needed my girl. She didn't love me anymore? There's no way I can get her back now. Why did I think I was loveable,just like my father said
"no one will love you Reece."
I just start sobbing,nobody's here to comfort me. The reason I woke up in the morning is gone. There's no reason to look after myself. I pull myself up and throw myself onto my bed. The one Marjorie used to sleep on.
There's really no reason to move now.
*the next day*
Marjories PoV :
I go into work my usual bubbly self. I know autumns going to question where Reece is,especially now we work in the same office. "Hiya aut!"
She just looks at me with a raised eyebrow. "Wheres my brother?" And I just gulp. I don't know where or how he is. But again I really don't care right now. "He's ill,he should be back tomorrow." I smile,she obviously doesn't believe me but she doesn't question it thank god. Deliah arrives into the office. "hi Marjorie!" And I smile at her.
A few hours rolls by,aut hasn't heard from Reece since I left him. He's fine right? I'm sure he is. Why am I worrying,I told him I don't love him. But deep down I still do.
*a few days later*
For the next 2 days I've been going to work as usual. Me and aut haven't heard from Reece. I'm starting to get worried, I've been staying and chars as this week has been the week her ex husband has the kids. I turn to autumn and I can tell she's been having a good few days,I don't wanna ruin it but I have to. "Aut,have you heard from Reece?"
She looks at me with shock. "What do you mean? I thought hes ill?"
I sigh, "aut we broke up,I haven't seen him for the past 3 days I've been with char,what do we do." And with that aut just leaves the office. And I get a notification, "I'm not mad at you marj,I'm going to find my brother,I'll update you." I just hope he's okay.
