I started to lose fate I slipped up and fell..
I told you that I fell and expected life to go on...
I didn't mean to make you upset...
I didn't mean for this to happen...
I didn't think about what I did
I didn't want to believe that you wouldn't move on...
I just wanted to be happy...
But happiness doesn't rise from darkness... I know that now...
I tried to deny your help because I knew if I accepted that this was all real...
That I was unhappy... That I was ashamed... That will I was selfish...
I never looked through your eyes...
What it would be like for you...
And you were strong...
You helped even when I pushed away..
You brought me faith...
Faith someone still cared...
Faith I still had at least one true friend left...
Faith that ... That I wasn't alone....
Just with you far away... And my other friends that fade... And people in my life who are trying to rewrite me... I lost myself..
I felt empty... Alone ... Scared... Sad...
I felt pain... Misery.. Sorrow...
And you helped me feel needed and loved...
So I wanted to say Thank You for: being my best friend, your love and support, your exceptence, making me happy, giving me a sister, and for showing me that I always have someone to talk to when I need it...
I love you sis...
