The death of Marias brother lead her partying, drinking, and drugs as a coping mechanism. Her parents gave her an ultimatum, it was rehab or taking a job which her godfather Toto had offered.
Maria became Lewis Hamiltons PA. She has a close relatio...
I felt my eyes slowly open before realising something was touching me. Fuck I forgot about the drama of last night. Lando still had his arm around me, I could feel his hot breath on my neck and god I loved it. I managed to reach for my phone and saw Lewis had texted me hours after we had fallen asleep saying we could change room and that he had found Landos key after we left. Typical.
I must admit I loved the feeling of Lando sleeping next to me and holding me while he slept but it also felt wrong. I had very high walls to ensure I couldn't catch feeling for people and I could feels those walls crumbling when it came to Lando. I kept thinking of the night we kissed and how I wanted more but dreaded the aftermath. I had an entire race season to get through and I would simply not survive if I allowed myself to like Lando and was rejected. The reality was I knew I could fuck Lando if I wanted to so if I still felt the same sexual desire I could just sleep with him right before the season ends and that way I would never have to see him and again and couldn't get hurt. Lando had a reputation of fucking around which is not an issue because I basically do the same but it also means he would definitely end up hurting me if I caught feelings.
As I was deep in thought I felt Landos arm twitch and heard him mumble. Time to get this boy out my bed. I turned to face Lando and watched as he woke up, his face soon showed his confusion to why he was waking up next to me. I filled Lando in with his antics of last night and admittedly I enjoyed watching him squirm and panic about the repercussions he could face today. I did reassure him that I got him away before any damage was done but that he would probably be facing shit from Lewis and Oscar. After my debrief I decided to call Lewis and ask him to bring Lando some clothes along with his room key as realistically if he was seen leaving my room in last nights attire rumours would defiantly spread and I did not want to have to explain myself to Toto or anyone else. Plus would they believe me? No. Being real if it was anyone but a driver, especially Lando, then I would've fucked them and not cared who saw.
Before Lewis arrived I forced Lando into the bathroom so that I could change in privacy, I would normally tease a boy and make them watch but I didn't want Lando lusting over me as that would make not fucking him a lot harder. He attempted to protest my request but I quickly shot him down by reminding him that he owed me massively after I had spend a night babysitting him and rescuing him from being a drunk mess in front of his sponsors.
I took my time choosing an outfit as the complaints Lando was making about me taking so long was quite amusing. From what I knew I didn't have much planned so I decided sweats would suffice plus the air-con was almost too good at the hotel as I was often finding myself cold. I opted for an off-white jumper and matching joggers before shouting to Lando that he could return to the bedroom.
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(The Fit- also you can imagine something else for any outfit, I just like looking at clothes ahaha)
While waiting for Lewis to deliver clothes and a keycard I decided to play nice and ask Lando what he was up to for the day. I didn't care about what his life consists of but I did assume that hearing about his day to day could help me get an idea of what Lewis days could look like which I now had to care for due to being his assistant. It turned out that Lando had a few meetings and then some training as the weekend was fast approaching although he couldn't exactly remember what his meetings were about- shock.
Thankfully I was soon saved by the sound of Lewis knocking on my door to which I swiftly let him in. He threw a bag of clothes at Lewis before giving him a stern talking to about his behaviour followed by ushering him into my bathroom to get changed. Within a flash Lando changed and came back into the bedroom and began profusely apologising to Lewis and thanking me for all my help. I was nice and gave a sincere acceptance to the apology whereas Lewis stayed firm and reminded him to work on an apology for Oscar and brace for any further words. Looking like a child that had been sent home by the headteacher Lando let himself out while Lewis stayed, joy.
As soon as the door closed Lewis' head snapped around to face me. Why can I sense an interrogation commencing.
'So how was babysitting?'
I gave a dramatic eye roll before proceeding to answer. 'He didn't chunder on my bed or on the floor and he fell asleep before he could annoy me so I guess it was fine'
'nothing happen?'
'absolutely categorically not'
'geez I only ask because I know what you're like plus you do have quite a bit in common with Lando'
'yeah I might enjoy taking fucking after a night out but Lando falls into the category of never' this comment made Lewis visibly cringe which caused me to chuckle as making him uncomfortable was a joy of mine.
'well the start of that sentence was one I wish I had never heard but do tell why he has fallen into that category'
'I don't want to get involved with anyone that I will be working or seeing lots of during the season, simple as that. Its not due to Lando himself but rather his role'
'If that is a rule you have because of me then it is stupid, I'm not here to tell you what to do in respect to that'
'It's not a rule I made because of you, its just for my sake'
'Then why?' why is he asking so much about my sex life fucking hell.
'Not that its any of your business but I know that fucking someone who I will see at all races could end in extreme awkwardness plus with all this travel I have plenty of options if I feel horny. You forget I don't want a relationship either so I don't exactly care to sleep with people who I will see again' this gained another look of disgust from Lewis.
'I don't get your objection to getting to know people you sleep with but I wont ask anymore questions because quite frankly this conversation is making me feel sick'
'Lewis I am young and have a job to focus on its nothing major and I will gladly talk about anything but this'. While I did have a close relationship to Lewis I never told him about my true objection to getting to know people and dating plus it didn't bother me as I was young so finding a man was not a priority at all.
Thankfully the conversation changed and we discussed the itinerary for the day. Similar to Lando it was mostly meetings and training. After a short while Lewis left so that he could get ready for his meetings. I had a few hours to spare as I was going to attend a few meeting with Lewis but I wasn't required for the first few. I filled my time by checking my socials to see what everyone back home had been up to before doing my hair and makeup to look more presentable for the meetings. I did consider changing but Lewis told me that the meetings I would be attending were chill and not worth the laundry for housekeeping. I quickly grabbed my phone and lip balm before racking some lines to ensure I would be somewhat engaged in the meetings.
Despite me racking several large lines I knew this wouldn't keep me wired for the duration of the meetings so I grabbed an iced coffee from the bar before heading to the meetings. I pray I don't die of boredom.
