VIENNA
ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS SINCE Ive talked to Jamal let me do a recap real quick.
I was at home looking after azelia while Jamal was out celebrating his club winning the champions league in this club, videos speculating him and this other girl getting close with him touching this girls thighs.
I've stopped him seeing azelia for a bit, I've moved in with Jobe and his dad mark while Jude and Denise was living in Madrid just for a bit til everything was sorted.
It also didn't help with Jamal's fans saying that I'm being selfish not let Jamal see his daughter
Under my posts 24/7. I've stopped posting. And yes I know it was wrong but he could still he his daughter he just never asked nor showed up to apologise.
MARK AND JOBE brought me in to stay at their house for all long as I needed, it wasn't going to be long but I didn't know how short it would be.
Jamal just wasn't the same anymore, he was distant and always sad when coming home from training he's been like this ever since azelias been with us.
But even though we weren't together physically I still felt connected in a way I've never felt before.
Jobe sat beside me on the sofa it was late at night surprised he was even up to be honest.
"Azzy asleep?" He says opening a bottle of water and putting his phone beside him
"Yeah" I smiled and replied bluntly
Pause
"Vienna are you okay?" he says Turing to be and being genuine
"Yeah, but I think I'm going to go back to Munich tomorrow for a bit and talk to Jamal about everything" I said.
The bags were all packed and ready to go
"Oh yeah I figured I saw your bags by the door, you know you can stay here for as long as you want right?" He says
"Thanks Jobe, and of course I'm so grateful but it's for the best"
Pause.
"I think I'm going to catch some sleep I've got to leave early tomorrow" I say
"I'm probably not going to see you tomorrow so I'll say my goodbyes now I guess" he sounded some what sad but he understood and got up from his seat to hug me
"I'll see you soon Jobe I promise" I say hugging him tightly
"Goodbye vi, if anything happens call me yeah?" I nod and walk into the guest bedroom
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JAMAL
FRIDAY AFTERNOON
I WALKED INTO THE BAYERN CAFETERIA
Head down and on my phone.
I missed my girls so much but it was my fault for that.
I understood why she left.
We were meant to go to Paris for azelias birthday this weekend since she was turning four but I'm guessing we're not now.
I SAT DOWN next to Alphonso still on my phone in silence.
"Why are you staring at me?" I say looking up to Alphonso
"Your losing yourself bro" he says tapping on the table lightly
"What do you mean?" I wanted to know why he said this but clearly you could see it
"You haven't talked with Vienna for like 2 months and Azelia and it's her birthday on Sunday" he says shaking his head in shame
I shrug
"Vienna won't let me see her" I say defending myself
"Bro you haven't asked" he says and I nod
That was true but it's not like I didn't want to though
It was silent but Alphonso eventually left the table so it was just me left.
I got a ping on my phone and immediately picked it up.
Vi🤍
I'm catching a flight back to
Germany today so we can fly to Paris for
Azelias birthday.
Don't think we're on good terms because
I still don't forgive you.
Okay
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Anything was better then nothing
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