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Chp-3: Separation 🍀

A/N POV:

You open your cupboard and start taking out your essentials

" I mean every single thing I told you sylus".

He watched as you opened the cupboard, his chest feeling heavy with each passing second. The reality of your words was setting in, and he felt a wave of emotions coursing through him – hurt, confusion, and helplessness.

"But...how? How can you just... feel nothing for me? After everything we've been through, after how much crap I've put up with dealing with your damn issues..."
  
You were taking out your clothes from cupboard and scoffs on his words

"Wow I am honoured I will back you your favours as soon as possible".

He watched as you took out the clothes from the cupboard, his jaw clenching as your words stung like a razor-sharp blade. The realization that he had lost you, that you didn't feel anything for him anymore, was starting to sink in, and it hurt more than he cared to admit.

"Damnit, what do you want me to say? You want me to grovel? To beg for your forgiveness and for you to take me back? Is that what you want?"

You clench your first tightly on his arrogant words that cutting you deep down so much

"No you don't have I don't expect anything from you from the day I have done"

You open your suitcase and setting your essentials and clothes

He felt a pang of guilt as you spoke, the truth in your words hitting him deep. He watched as you open the suitcase on the bed, the gravity of the situation slowly becoming more and more real.

"So this is it then? You're just...going to pack up and leave?"

he asked, his voice softer and lacking the usual strength he carried himself with.

He felt a lump form in his throat as he watched you pack your things, each item you picked up a reminder of what he was losing. The silence in the room was deafening, the only sound being the rustling of clothes and items going into the suitcase.

"Where...where are you going?"

he asked hesitantly, his voice barely above a whisper.

You start folding your clothes and sighs from his question

"I am  moving back to my old apartment"

He felt a pang of disbelief mixed with frustration.

"You've...already decided to move there? So you already had this planned out, even before you brought this up with me? You just decided you were going to move out and end things just like that?"

scratch on the side on nose and folding the clothes.

"Yes"

He watched as you scratched at your nose, the nonchalant way you handled this situation making his irritation flare. He wanted to grab you, shake you, tell you that you were making a mistake, but he knew deep down that it would be pointless.

"Just like that, huh? A year of us being together, and you can just toss it all away like that?"

"Yes we were in a relationship but we were not at the same time"

You grab an envelope from his drawer and smirks

"you don't even open this yet the bullshit I give this gift to you after moving here with you, remember??"

He bristled at your words, feeling a mixture of hurt and anger. How could you say you felt nothing for him when things had been good just a few days ago? He watched as you grab an envelope out of his drawer, realizing it was the gift you had handmade for him when you moved in with him. He frowned, remembering that he had never actually opened it.

"So what, you're gonna throw that in my face now too?"

"No it surely got spoiled in a closed envelope"

You smiled on how hopeless you're feeling and clench fist on that envelope and sighs and put envelope in the suitcase

He watched silently as you put the envelope in the suitcase, his heart feeling heavy in his chest. The fact that you were treating this whole situation so casually was driving him mad. He wanted to yell, to shake you, to make you see that what you were doing was a mistake.

"You're being a real pain in the ass, you know that? I don't deserve this. We have our issues, sure, but is this the way to handle it? Just give up and walk away? Is that how you solve every problem in your life?"

"Yeah I am not a warrior am I?being with you for a year actually makes me understand how lonely people get even when their loved ones are around"

You chuckles with your own past realisation

He clenched his jaw at your sarcastic comment, feeling a wave of bitterness wash over him. He hated the way you were mocking him, treating the end of their relationship like it was nothing.

"You think you're the only one that's lonely? Do you think I enjoy having to deal with your constant bitching and complaining? Do you think I don't have my own issues, my own damn problems to deal with?"

"It's okay I am leaving you so you can deal with them without anyone complaining or bitching"

You smiled and removed the ring from my finger and put it in the box

His heart clenched in his chest as he watched you remove the ring from your finger and place it in the box. The sound of the lid shutting echoed like a hammer blow, a stark reminder that their relationship was truly over now. He wanted to reach out, to snatch the ring and demand that you put it back on, but he knew it was futile.

"So that's it then? You're not even going to fight for us? You're just going to give up and leave?"

pull out dried roses from his side of the bed

"The roses i bought every morning for you"

look at my side of the bed empty

"How many times have you done that for me?"

smiles softly and look at him

He felt a pang of guilt as you pulled out the dried roses from under the bed, each one a reminder of the countless mornings you had bought roses for him in the past. He winced at the contrast between your side of the bed and his own – the evidence of his neglect and coldness hitting him in the gut.

"I..." he started, faltering for words. He couldn't deny it. You were right, and it hurt. He had taken your efforts for granted, and he had pushed you away.

"I always come after you left for work so I always look at the rose and note I wrote that you never read" smiles and put dried roses in a suitcase "and then leave to the work quietly and thought one day you will notice but look at these roses they never noticed like me" smiles

He felt a wave of shame wash over him as you mentioned the notes you had left for him, each one a silent plea for attention and love that he had brushed aside in his selfishness. The sight of the dried roses, wilting from neglect, was a painful reminder that you had poured your heart out to him, and he hadn't even bothered to acknowledge it.

"I...I never realized...I..." he started, his words trailing off as he struggled to come up with an explanation, an excuse for his neglect.

"Ofcourse why would you"......

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