I don't know what's wrong with me lately but, I'm really starting to get these feelings like when I first met nymier .
I think I'm inlove with him again. but how do I explain this to him?? I don't even know how to express my feelings for crushes anymore, I'm just so scared of rejection and I'm kinda tired of it.
every time I play a 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 he's the first person who comes to mind, instant butterflies, smiling, day dreaming, I love him. and I know that's how he feel about me too I don't know why I am so scared to tell him my feelings if he feels the same way I do about him? or am I just overthinking it.
Anastasia closes her diary as she gets a text from nymier, he's on his way. Anastasia smiles to herself and hearts the message , she waits patiently and has her mind on him all day.
*20 minutes later!* nymier knocks at the door waiting for Anastasia to open the door. as she put on her slippers and runs downstairs to quickly open the door.
" hey mier" Anastasia says with a bright smile on her face and her dimples showing. "hey ma" nymier says with a smile on his face too. nymier slowly walks to her and kisses her and of course she kissed back (aww so cute 😖) after about a minute or 2 later they pull back as they see a flash come from behind Anastasia , they turn around to see sapphire and mama dukes smiling and taking videos and pictures .
"I thought y'all didn't kiss, hm?" sapphire says mockingly . "girl shush, we just hugged." Anastasia says laughing at her younger sister "aww y'all so freaking cute." mama dukes says with a smile on her face. Anastasia smiles and looks at nymier while he's also smiling at her, "I was gonna ask can we take her on vacation? me, Anastasia, sapphire, the twins and the rest of them? my mom is gonna be there to watch us tho" nymier askes mama dukes .
"y'all kno imma say yes, where y'all going??" mama dukes asked nymier "we wanna go to Los Angeles" nymier says.
𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐅𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲𝟏𝟒, 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟓 (3rd person perspective) 💭💭 Anastasia walks over to nymier while her heart is pounding and butterflies in her stomach, "hey nymier , I'm Anastasia , I thought you were pretty cool and , I wanna be friends." Anastasia says with a innocent smile on her face.
"yeah sure, your eyes are really pretty" nymier says admiring her from head to toe.
anastasia laughs and says "thank you" anastasia says with a huge smile on her face and sits next to mymier.
2 months later April 14th, 2015.
anastasia and nymier usally talking at lunch while sitting with the gang. "bro tell me why i fell down the stairs this morning and my mama gon tell me im still going to school while im limping, like dawg." nymier says laughing, anastasia laughs at him too "i love you.." anastasia blurts out with a smile before realizing what she said "as a friend- like i didnt mean to say that i didnt-" anastasia gets cut off with a kiss on the cheek from nymier, while her jaw drops as she holds her face where he kissed her, everyone at the table screaming like kids (because they were) "you just.... kissed me?" anastasia says in shock " yes i did-" nymier also gets cut off with a kiss on the lips (i would have been to shy to do that shit man, be mindful that they are in fifth grade in this flashback !) after the longest 2 second their lives they pull back, as everyone at the lunch table jaw drops , then so on, they have been together, and thats when josiah got jealous and made up a plan to break them up. . 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌 . 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲𝐥𝐮𝐯𝐯𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 (pretend it's them in 5th grade)
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@𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲𝐥𝐮𝐯𝐯𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐚 my first date with my love @n.mierr, i love you! may 29, 2015 comments turned off.
--------------------------------------------------------------- 2 months later 😇. june 14th, 2015
There has been rumors spreading around that nymier has been cheating by josiah , spreading around the whole entire 5th grade, causing the friend group to try and stop the rumors bc they know nymier would never do that to Anastasia even since he kissed her first. "why the fuck is he spreading false ass rumors like i wont beat him up" nymier says while xaiver trying to hold him back "nah bro just let him go." jace said standing beside them being nymiers backup if he starts getting jumped, as they let nymier go of course he starts swinging on josiah tackling him to the ground,bashing his head on the floor punching his nose and giving him a black eye,everybody shouting and recording. eventually he was pulled off of by the principal, and was suspended for 2 weeks because of the damage he caused on josiah .(broken nose, fractured arm, broken jaw, chipped teeth, (ofc josiah gotta lose 😘) Anastasia was thinking that the rumors were true due to how much she's been through with boys and nymier was her last hope for love (damn girl who hurt chu 😖?) so this is literally how the messages went, and she went home feeling miserable .
Anastasia 💕🔒💍 nymier, are you cheating on me?? nymier👩🏽❤️💋👨🏽💍 . you know damn well ian cheating you should know josiah started these rumors because he likes you.
Anastasia 💕🔒💍 so your telling me those rumors at true when I got a photo of you holding hands with fucking Kayleigh ?!
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. nymier👩🏽❤️💋👨🏽💍bruh that's not me, why tf would I hold Kayleigh's hand?? Anastasia💕🔒💍 um hello?, you just fucking did, were breaking up bro. . *messages green<blocked>*
