For YOU

Melody...

Meanwhile

Yoongi was in the TV room accompanying Haeji and Libum. He heard the front door close with a bang and it was soon followed by another bang coming from Jungkook's room. He could assume what happened, but he thought not to interrupt the younger when he was not in mood. He didn't need to make further chaos in the household when the kids were in. He sighed rubbing his forehead. This was not the way he needed things to go in. He wished his bunny was more open to him. Why won't he?

Yoongi was correct. Jungkook was not in his mood, nor he was in his right mind. Things were so disgusting. His father was disgusting. How can a man do all the shits and then act as it was nothing? BUT he himself knew it was not the reason he was feeling this down. Tears escaped from his eyes. Doesn't Yoongi feel anything for him? But he kissed him, right? Jungkook leaned to the closed door sliding down slowly till he reached the floor sitting on it. His legs were spread, and arms were numb. After all, why would he care? A chuckle left his mouth. "Because I love him"

But did he trust Yoongi? of course he did...But he had no faith in love. Seeing his parents who were both pulling up an act, his mother endured everything for her children while his father did it for his reputation. He didn't need it...Jungkook didn't need that LOVE. Maybe, Yoongi and he were better off as friends.

Is it wrong crying over these things? Is it wrong crying over your troubles? Some may say to stay strong...But guess what...If you have tears in your eyes, it means you have been strong enough for all this time...Sometimes crying your pain out helps...Sometimes...It does.

Jungkook slowly got up and reached his table...Was he thinking straight? He didn't know...He sat on the chair and took a piece of paper. Grabbing onto the pen he started writing. To whom?... Who else could he write now to other than Yoongi?

Hyung,

I don't know what I'm doing. Where did I wrong Hyung? Why...Why am I feeling this down and low? I wanted to, I wanted to always tell you, my problems. I knew you may listen but...What if my problems were too much for you and you left me alone after hearing them every time?...People say you never know till you try but I couldn't risk-

More tears ran down Jungkook's cheeks as he tightened his hold around the pen.

-not having you in my life...because I loved you from the beginning...-

He was reminiscing a hidden, long-lost part from his history.

FLASHBACK

Jungkook's POV

"Jungkookie!!!" here we go again.

"Why Jiminie Hyung?" I asked closing my locker. No matter how much I say Hyung not to ask me-

"Are you coming to the match?" I sighed.

"The same answer Hyung...N.O. NO" I said as I started walking towards the exit.

"Why not?" Jimin Hyung asked following me behind. A good question. May be because I didn't need my mother to have unnecessary bruises. My father never approved me to enjoy myself.

"You won't give up, will you?" Sure, I told no one about my family issues. I don't need them to worry about me when they have their own life struggles and, anyone else can't do anything about my issues.

Jimin hyung sighed in defeat. "Ok then...Yoongi Hyung won't be there as well...You guys are bustards" I knew I had to make it up for him.

"I will buy you all milkshakes for lunch" A smile drew in his face...that eye smile...I loved.

"We love you Kookie-ah" he said kissing my cheek... I didn't approve skin ship that much but still I can't do anything about his clingy culture. "Love me? Or food?" I asked receiving a smack on the head. Jimin waved me goodbye as I headed towards the car. We were on the way home when I realised, I had left my phone behind.

"Ahjussi, I forgot my phone..." And driver ahjussi turned the car back. As we got back to the school I rushed in and to my classroom. Thankfully, it was still safely in the locker down the desk. I rushed back but as I was passing the music room. Something happened...A melody... The melody which touched somewhere deep in my soul...I froze in my tracks...but It was only for a while. Before I knew it, I was in the room...It was like the melody called out to me...But then it died away...

"Kook?"

That's when I came to my right mind...That's when I realised, he was there playing that piano piece...that dreamy melody...And yeah, something triggered...That's when I felt that feeling beyond LIKE...I fell in LOVE with that person the melody took me to...

My Yoongi Hyung

FLAHBACK ENDS (Impressive...Huh?)

More tears were welling up in Jungkook's eyes as he recalled every single memory....The only sound which was heard in the room was the sound of the writing, but Jungkook heard the melody keep replaying in his mind...

-I need somebody to hold on to Hyung...I'm sorry for being selfish and making you be that person all this time. I should have set you free from this marriage earlier, but I was selfish...I needed to have that small presence of you near me...I was greedy for the time I had with you in past months...

Should I go Hyung? Should I set you free? I want to beg you to stay with me, but I can't...I don't want you to lose your happiness... You deserve more...I told myself I'll divorce you as soon as the marriage happened. I even got all the papers ready...But please...I'm asking only for a few days with you and then...

Jungkook gulped. Tears were dried leaving traces of them on his face.

I promise I'll leave you all behind after this. Please forgive me for my sins and forget someone like me ever existed in your life Hyung...

Forever Love you,

Kook.

A/N:

My poor Bunny...🤧🥺BTW don't you guys think this week's update was unnecessary as I gave double updates last week? 🤔...Also, I am NOT gonna ask you if the story's good so far🙃bcz I see I have left you guys speechless😌

(My mind: You are a JOKER GUY🤣)

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