Why me? 🖤Woosan🖤

2.

Saturday

I stood in front of the mirror. I had put on a simple black t-shirt with a black hoodie, black leather pants some earrings and a necklace, My black hair was parted in the middle and I had some light makeup on. I thought I looked pretty good, black being the color I felt most comfortable in and I really wanted to look my best tonight.
It wasn't for anyone particular I tried to convince myself.
I looked in the mirror one last time putting on my glasses before I left.

We queued from early morning once again or was it still nighttime. It was way too early but Minji told us we needed to be there to be near the stage so we all just fallowed along.
And just as she had planned we were now standing at the front row waiting for the sound check to begin.
When the boys came out on stage they wore more casual clothes smiling happily. My heart was beating so fast as they walked around the stage saying hello, waving to the fans. They talked, answered some questions, sang a few songs and were just chilling happily.
I locked eyes with San a few times and I felt my face turning a bright red. Again why is he so damn hot!
Minji did everything to get their attention.
She had her sign up and camera ready. We just shook our heads laughing at her.

"Alright Atiny, we'll see you soon. Enjoy the show. 7 makes ond team!"

When the concert began and the music started the crowd went wild. All seven boys appeared on stage and I couldn't believe how cool they looked in their outfits.
They played a few songs on the main stage before walking to the front stage introducing them selves.
I could see that Junho recognized us by the way he waved at us. I guess Minji had left a big impression. She had been her bubbly self yesterday and during the soundcheck she made sure they recognized us, she was hard to forget or miss

The dance routines were on point and we sang along to all the songs. Wonderland being my favorite.
When San moved to our side I could see him looking at me. He smiled and I smiled back. Minho was quick to see it and hit my shoulder
"Oh, he so checking you out"
"No he's not" I stated "they smile at all their fans. It's part of their job" I brushed it off but I did hope he noticed me.
"Oh I don't think he gives just anyone that look"
I looked up again and San was still looking in our direction. I adverted my gaze to one of the other members instead feeling my heart race.
This was Choi San we were talking about why would he pay any attention to me when there were a sea of people to look at.

The show was awesome and we had so much fun. Time went by so fast, too fast.
After the concert we went out to eat and Minji of course couldn't stop talking about how hot Mingi looked or how good Junho was at dancing and she couldn't stop crying over how Yeosang had waved at her.
Minho never mentioned San but I could see him smiling at me from time to time with a knowing look.
Ok so maybe I hade screamed a little higher when San made some of his signature moves. And maybe I kept looking at my phone all the way to the restaurant scrolling through my photos and videos of San.
And maybe I started to develop a small crush.

When I got home I immediately sat down on my bed my computer in front of me. I scrolled instagram and others social medias for photos and videos with the only thought in mind to find pictures and videos on San.
And oh there were many. Some of him with a cute smile and heart signs, some that I immediately took a screenshot of.
I went to sleep that night with Ateez playing in the background.

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Sans pov

I woke up feeling all excited, tomorrow was the first concert on the Tour and we were playing in Seoul.
I was a little nervous even though we all had trained so hard, we had the dance routines down and we were ready for this.
Today we had a meet&greet. I loved these events when we got to meet our fans, they were the reason we could do this in the first place, they were Ateez and I loved them.

We split into two cars. Everyone quit and lost in thoughts. I rested my head on the window going over the setlist, outfit changes, dance routines and everything else I already memorized.
The weather was nice and with the sun bright in the sky the city was filled with people enjoying the first summer heat.

The meet&greet was held by the arena and while we passed by we could see the fans lining up. They were there for us.
I loved my job.
As we stopped at a red light my eyes landed on a group of friends laughing and dancing around. There was this boy who caught my attention. He stood there watching his friends play around a bright smile on his face. He had a beautiful smile. He was wearing an all denim outfit with sunglasses on his head.
He was gorgeous and I couldn't help to smile.

The fans were ushered in in small groups that gave us plenty of time to talk to them.

"Come on Woo it's our turn, why are you just standing there?" I saw the boy as he stumbled into the room.
He was so much cuter in person.
I could see him blush and as he looked up our eyes met.
His friend came rushing to us and we greeted them with a smile. He was still standing there a little awkwardly. Cute.
I waved at him motioning him to come over.
"Hi" I said watching him blush.
"Hi". I reached my hand out for him to take and as he took it he looked up at me with those beautiful eyes.
"It's nice too meet you"
"You too, I'm really looking forward to tomorrow" . I smiled at him and he finally smiled back. "I hope you'll have a great time, I will do my best" I said and he laughed shyly.
As he moved on to talk to Mingi my gaze fallowed him until one of his friends walked in front of me grabbing my attention.
"Ok picture time" the photographer yelled.
I saw him standing a little unsure of where to go so I was quick to get his attention before someone else did.
"Hey, you can come stand here" I motioned him to come over. He walked up to me slowly
"By the way I'm San. What's your name?"
Why did I say that? Like he doesn't know that already.
"I'm Wooyoung, Jung Wooyoung"
"Nice to meet you Wooyoung"

Cute

I leaned in and put my hand up in a half heart sign and he did the same.
He smelled nice and I loved the shy smile he hade on his face.
"I hope you enjoy the concert tomorrow night"
He bowed and said goodbye, my eyes fallowing him until they left the room.
"What was that all about?" I heard Mingi ask me.
"What?"
"You couldn't be more obvious"
"Yepp, saw it too!" Jongo said nudging my arm.
"Whatever"

When I went to grab my coat I thought about what the others had said. I couldn't deny that I was curious about him. He was gorgeous and the way he blushed at everything made my heart flutter.

As we went back to the hotel we were all so tired. But like always we got together in Hongjoong room to ordered some chicken and teokbokki.

"So San" Mingi said smirking at me.
"Don't even" I told him grabbing a soda
"What? You don't even know wh..." I stuffed his mouth with chicken and the others laughed.
I could feel the blush creeping up my face.
"What did I miss" Yeosang asked confused
"That guy" Mingi said and I glared at him
"What guy?" Seonghwa asked
"Wow you two must be the only ones who didn't see San giving heart eyes to that guy.
"Can we talk about something else please"
"So is everyone ready for tomorrow?!" Hongjoong asked and I gave him a smile thanking him.
He gave us his usual pep talk and then we all went to bed.

I had a hard time falling asleep. Was it really that obvious. All my teammates knew I was gay but I had never shown interest in anyone before so this was the perfect chance for them to tease me I guess.
I tossed and turned for a while but I finally fell asleep.