Why me? 🖤Woosan🖤

3.

Monday

When I woke up my mind was full of San. Like every morning since friday.
I opened up Instagram for the 10,000th time that weekend to see if there were any new updates. Laying there scrolling I totally forgot what time it was but got reminded when someone knocked hard on my door
"Woo! Where the hell are you?!" I heard Jun yell.
Oh fuck! I looked at the clock and realized I was late.
"I'm coming" I ran to the door then back to my room to get dressed.
"What the fuck dude! We're late"
"I know I was just... " I stumbled out of my room almost tripping over my bag
"I'm sorry. All done now"
I wasn't gonna tell him why I was late.

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That afternoon I met with my mom at a small cafe. It was our favorite, it wasn't very big and the color theme was all beige and browns with a lot of green plants. It was cozy and we often went there to have some mother and son time. We were very close, it had only been me and her for a long time since my dad died when I was only 8. Ever since I moved out we tried to see each other at least once a week.
We sat by the window drinking our coffee catching up, a lot of talk about the future.
I didn't know what I wanted to do after school so right now I was just trying to get through it.
I had my mom and my friends and that was all I needed right now.

Suddenly we heard screams from outside and a black van pulled up, bodyguards lined up as seven boys walked out and into the cafe.
"This can't be happening" I said out loud mouth open in shock.
"Do you know who they are?" She asked curiously watching them walk in.
I turned to my mom "You know Ateez, the concert we went to last Saturday, it's them"
"OMG" she turned around to look at them again "They are so handsome!" She cooed.
"Mom please don't" I said shaking my head laughing at her. "You're worse than Minji!"
I looked over at them and there he was.
San.
He had his hair down and a pair of glasses on. A white knitted sweater and black jeans. He looked so different than on stage. He looked so normal and so soft.

My mom cleared her throat and I looked back at her
"Does someone have a little crush?" she smiled and slapped my shoulder.
"What?! No..why would you think that I just, I was just you know... I didn't look at... I ... "
"Your red face and that stuttering is giving you away" she laughed. "Go talk to them"
"What?! Are you crazy! I can't just go up to them, they're like really famous"
"One of them is looking this way" she smiled.
I looked up and my eyes met Sans. I could feel my cheeks turning even more red if that was even possible and I felt hot. It was too hot in here. Why was it suddenly so damn hot.
I looked back at my mom
"Mom I just need to use the restroom really quick"
I almost ran there and when I closed the door to the stall I took a deep breath, my heart was pounding like crazy.

Ateez was here right now!

Why did I react like this. I took another deep breath before leaving the stall and went to wash my face with cold water. As I was standing there I heard someone clear their throat behind me and I looked up in the mirror.
"San!" I exclaimed without thinking
"Hi Wooyoung. It is Wooyoung right?" His hand came up to his neck as he looked... nervous. Was he nervous.
I stood there mouth open as I looked at him in disbelief. He remembered me
"Hi" I stuttered
"You come here often?" He asked but I could see how he regretted it as soon as it left his mouth.
I laughing a little at that
"What!" I said with a smile feeling my nerves settling down a little. Was that a pickup line he just used
"I asked you if..."
"Yes I do" I cut him off with a smile
"So I guess the coffee is good then"
"Yea it actually is. I'm a regular here, coming with my mom every week"
"That's nice" he smiled looking down. "I saw you and I, well I..this sounds weird but I wanted to talk to you" he said shyly looking up at me
"Oh..."
"Well...I just, I recognized you and..." he hesitated
"And what" I asked nervously. He was so cute like this. This wasn't the San you saw on stage, the artist. This was just San and he was so soft looking.
"I saw you with your friends last Friday at the venue and then we met and I saw you at the concert ... I saw you and then ...oh shit I'm rambling" he scratched the back of his neck embarrassed.

Cute

"Well I just wanted to talk to you" he said with a sigh
I just looked at him.
"So you're saying you saw me and now you wanted to talk to me"
"Well yea that's what I'm saying"
Was he really blushing. It got quiet as we stood there just looking at each other
"Ok, so do you want to change phone numbers?" I blurted out

Oh fuck, did I just say that

To my surprise he pulled up his phone and handed it to me. I didn't expect him to want that but now I was standing with his phone in my hand.

I put my number in and pressed call to save his number.
We actually talked for a few more minutes without the awkward stuttering before we both realized the others probably wondered where we were. We said goodbye and he left first.

I stood there in shock.

Did that just happen!

I went back to my seat and watched as the boys left with their orders. San turned around before he went in the car smiling at me and yea I definitely had a huge crush on him.
"So what was that?" My mom asked smiling at me.
"We talked and ... mom he's so ... " I didn't know how to finish that sentence, my mom just took my hand and smiled
"So when do I get to meet him?"
"Moooomm"