thank you
for letting me feel
for giving me space
for my rage
my past, my present and future
i was mad at all.
it bleeds
that part ripped away
it hurts.
as i reflect
on what i cannot be
my decisions
it hurts
the time i have left
moments i've lost
my misery
the places
i took to be happy
the wrongs
my fears
i was angry
but now
i am calm
it is not done
my heart tired
but not exhausted
