Electric love

10

I'm in the middle of business class. It's actually sooooo boring and I can't even think. I don't get why my parents forced me to do this. And regarding my parents... I need to tell them about the Paris trip that's coming up in a month. I'm flying back to them to tell them the news as I can't tell it on the phone. But one thing straight, I'm going to Paris and I do not care.

But I couldn't help but smile replaying the moments we had together. Lucian and I, teasing each other, just the two of us. With not a single clue in the world. Is this how...love feels? The way he looks at me or how his voice would soften when it was just us.

Day dreaming had become my favorite things to do during lectures,,,especially business related. Why do I care about the 4ps of marketing?

My thoughts keep wandering back to Lucian, to the way he made me laugh, how he seemed to understand me at every moment. Maybe it was finally time to talk about what we are. Officially...

The bell rang, jolting me from my thoughts. Yes! Finally, the end of the day. I grabbed my stuff, hearing the chatter of classmates as they made there way out of the lecture room. My heart flustered as I'm reaching for my phone. My thumb is clicking on Lucian's name.

I typed a simple Hey. The three little dots appeared. Happy waiting for a response. But they disappeared... read. No response. What the hell?

I frowned, staring at the screen. That was really strange, usually Lucian would respond very fast even if it was something casual. Hmm, maybe he was just busy. Trying not to overthink anything, I type again. Hello?? You there. I type again.

A few minutes passed before I got a buzz back. His message hit me like a wrecking ball.

I think it's better if we just stop seeing each other anymore. You need to take your own path in life. No contact is best. Sorry, L

My eyes scanned the message over and over and over again. Each blow like a pinch to my face. I blink feeling like I got punched in the face multiple times.. How could he do this, to me? No contact? What was he thinking about. I'm trying to take the memory off my last relationship out of my head.

This can't keep happening to me. Am I the problem, was Jack right that I'm unloveable? With shaking hands I type out: why? I stared at the screen waiting, waiting for a damn explanation. Hoping for an explanation.. that would make sense.

His response came quicker this time, each word slicing me more open.

You're not really the type I go for. Plus you're my best friend's little sister. And we are both completely different, we want different things. Just move on we weren't even something to begin with.

What.. I guess I am really unloveable. My heart falls to my stomach. Torn into a million pieces. I read his words, again and again and again. Was this the same Lucian I've been laughing with the past couple of weeks. The one I felt too close with. I felt cold. My body numb as I stood there, unable to breathe.

Tears welled up, blurring my vision as I stumbled out of the classroom. I barely registered the world around me as I needed to make my way home. The sky was dull, and so am I. Everything muted like the world has lost its colors. My chest hurts as I try to breathe.

When I walked through the door of my appartement, I barely noticed Kai's cheerful greeting. My lips wouldn't move, my voice stuck in my throat. All I could focus on was the ache in my chest. I can't live like this again.

"Aurora?" Kai's voice was soft but with a bit of concern. He saw me with wiped mascara so he knows I'm crying. "You okay?"

I couldn't answer him, I wasn't okay. Not even close to okay. "Aurora porque no respondes?" He says in our mother language, Spanish.
(Aurora why don't you answer me?)

"Déjame solo por favor!" I say while I climb in bed. "Aurora" he says again. "What happened." But this time with a stern in his voice. I kept silent.

"Is it Lucian?" He said very slowly. I looked up immediately. "It is that son of a hitch, no?" He said and I nodded.

He stood up and walked out of my room. "I'm going to show who he messed with." He said. I fall out of my bed running to him. "No! It's nothing I swear please don't do anything."

"I can't let shit slide anymore Aurora, after what happened with you and Jack. I don't want to see you in that state anymore." He said and kissed the top of my head before taking the car keys. With that he left the appartement.

I called Ivy immediately after he left. This can't be happening to me, no,no,no. I'm just being overdramatic. My thumbs click on the buttons of my phone and in no time I find Ivy in my emergency contacts list. It's starts to ring and ring and ring. She finally pick up.

"HEY BITCH GUESS WHAT!" Ivy yelled in the phone but stopped when she heard my sobs. "Ivy I'm actually going to have a panic attack please come over." I said. I heard her push someone out of the way. "I'm putting my shoes on right now." She said but as I'm connecting the dots...she was getting layed. Oh no why am I such a shitty friend.

She was in her dorm room so it wouldn't be so hard for her to get here. Around 5 minutes later I heard some stern knocking on the door. I opened as she saw me crying my eyes out.

"Omg Aurie what happened, breathe in and breathe out." She said with a calm voice. I tried to explain to her but I know she couldn't understand. She took my hands and brought me to the sofa.

"Okay Aurora I love you but you need to speak the hell up before I'll actually kill the motherfucker that I have in mind." She said.

"I was exited texting Lucian and I send him a text sating hi and he left me on read so I found that a bit weird and then I texted him if he's still there-" I broke down again. Not even trying I just handed her my phone.

She read and I could read of her face that she's in utter disbelief and rage. "Kai is already on his way to him."

Lucian's POV
I feel utterly helpless of the situation I just created. It's better to end it here before we go way deep. I never felt something like this for anyone than myself. I'm too scared to destroy her.

She's way to precious and I'm, I'm just Lucian, the guys who plays girls and I can't do that to her. Plus I'm not someone that can be liked. People only go after me for the skills that I have or my popularity. She's the complete opposite of me.

Before I can go deeper in my thoughts I hear a loud thud on my door. Not a normal knock with the knuckles of the hand no a thud of a foot being slammed to my door.

What the actual fuck is happening. I said in my head before the second thud came in. I opened the door but before I could even see who it was I got pulled up by my filler of my shirt.

It was Kai, okay I'm doomed. He slammed me to the wall. "Don't fucking slam me." I said before punching him to get off me. He slammed me to the floor and began punching. Here we are punching each other but he got hang of it. He's on top of me punching me.

"You don't know what she's been through you asshole." He said before getting off of me.

"Oh get over it you know damn well yourself I can't maintain a fucking relationship, especially with a girl like her." I said while holding my nose bleed.

He gave me a good Puch again. "Like I told you, you don't have any emotions or sympathy. My sister has been through stuff you can't even imagine."

"Like what? Spill if you're just going to keep saying that." I said.

"She has abandonment issues, but you're still fucking stuck up in your own egotistical world. I'm not even going to finish you off to keep a bit of your decency. Be happy I didn't destroy your face."

By that he slammed the door. I messed up this time.

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