~Falling in love~

part 6

Stella's pov:
Nika fucking muhl still in my mind either way yeah I'm still gay but like I can't get hurt going back to her

But I just can't stop thinking about her. I had a doctor's appointment tommorow well I mean I had to schedule it

So I called my dad because I didn't know how to do it exactly

I pulled my phone out my pocket and went to contacts and called my dad it rang for a bit and he answered on the third to fourth ring

"Hey Stella" he immediately said I put the phone on speaker so that way I would be able to hear him while I'm on an other appointment

"Hey I need help setting up an appointment for tommorow" I had said to him because honestly I'm about to just say you should do it cus your my dad

"Actually dad could you do it and I'll call you later bye I love youuu and miss you tell Augie I said hi"

I then hung up before giving him a chance to answer

As soon as I didn't have a distraction Nika came back to mind but I just let the thoughts begin I couldn't escape the thoughts so I just delt with it

I had practice in an hour so I walked out of my room and into the kitchen outside my room in the dorm and lo and behold Nika Paige and azzi were in there

Looked they was chatting about something but I think Nika and Paige were being scolded by azzi

Me and azzi are close and she's already like another family to me and I go to her for everything.

"Uh hey?" They all said hey back to me. "Uh I'll be back after practice but y'all be at practice with me" I sighed after saying that mentally cursing at myself for being that awkward.

I noticed Nika was looking at me when I wasent looking at her and she was avoiding eye contact "bye dimples" azzi said. I waved and said bye back then left.

I went to the weight room to get my mind off things I didn't specifically have one thing on myimd everything was circling my mind not a single topic thoughts coming in fast and I couldn't control it
Made me feel weird I don't know where this is come if from but it's here now and I can't get away from it...it's really hard so I'll just distract myself from all the thoughts I have

They all are still flooding in but oh well I guess? I wasn't gonna let anyone see something was wrong because I don't think  anything's wrong because things do always end up like this it's like I get better then it goes back after a few months it's like I don't know how to describe it

I was simply just working out in a sports bra and shorts and then got a call from my dad I answered he didn't let me speak I guess that's what I get for not letting him speak earlier eh. "Your doctor's appointment is tommorow at 11 am do you know where to go?" He stated "yes and thank you for telling me but I'm working out right now I'll talk to y'all later I guess?"

"Bye love you then" he hung up and I decided to do basketball workouts and just practice some of my shooting so I headed to the gym and put my bag down and filled a water bottle up and set it to the side and started doing some ball handling

I practiced some 3 pointers and layups

Nikas pov:
I decided I was going to go workout so that way I would actually take a shower before the party tonight there's normally a party every Friday night and I can get actually fully wasted considering we don't have practice tommorow

As I got to the gym I noticed Stella walking out as well I decided to stop her "uh hey Stella are you going to the party tonight?" She paused and turned slowly around to me "there's a party?" I nodded them began to speak again "yeah it's at Ted's as always" she nodded and said she'll be there

I knew she didn't really wanna talk to me but I wanted to talk to her but I didn't wanna push her so I decided then to go work out officially

After an hour and a half I decided to back to my dorm and take a shower and get ready for the party

I got to my dorm got in the shower letting the water warm up before stripping my clothes off and stepping in the warm shower letting the water freely run down my body

I washed my body and my hair and then stepped out the shower getting dressed in a simple UConn t shirt and sweatpants

[Moment of silence for masc Nika 🧎🏾‍♀️]

After getting dressed I put in a bit of mascara and lipgloss and grabbed my keychain with my keys in it and shoved it in my pocket as long  with my phone etc.

I headed to the party and walked in and the first thing I see is Stella. With a guy. Making out. I thought she was gay. Maybe not. Maybe it was just wrong signals..

I saw them go into a room together but not much less then three minutes I saw her leave and she didn't look like they did anything plus I don't think she's freaky deaky like that

Either way I'm going to still make her feel like she's missed me for a little to long

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A/n

Anyways long chapter well yeah? But I'm working on a new book so I am going to try and update this book almost everyday but it might not be everyday because I am working on trying to write better because as you can see I'm booty cheeks at writing

Anywayssssssss

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Anyways have a good day since it's LITTERLY 11:13 am where I am rn ..

Anyways don't mind the spelling mistakes