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"the terrace?" He questioned staring back at the girl who had a small smile on her face her arms wide stretch embracing the cool breeze.

He just stared into the night clouds which looked like it was going to rain again the cold breeze relaxing him diverting his attention from all the problems of the world he was taken out of the trance when she spoke.

"Taehyung you know you don't really have to go about trying to please people to displease yourself.......what you think and your opinion should matter to you....feel happy doing whatever you love without the fear of judgement-"

"Ridah it's not as easy as you make it seems being an idol you have alot of expectations and duties towards the people-"

"Look tae the only way you can be happy is beginning to accept yourself the way you are, people say I act a little bit childish for my age....well Yes I know I act childish but that's just who I am, I know people expect you to mature with age for me true maturity is able accept yourself for who you are and accept others for who they are, accepting you can't just change a person simply because he doesn't match peoples expectation.

"But the thing is I don't want to change myself and I would never"

Letting out a heavy sigh he said "ridah I wish I could be like you" he commented letting out a sigh.

"Taehyung who you were is who I am" she said, and he glanced at her confused making her smile back at him a little.

"I'm used to being called , childish immature,clingy and funny enough an alien" she Chuckled and took in a sharp breath.

"I stopped minding what people say when I met you, you made me believe in myself and be more expressive, make sure when I walk into the room all eyes are on me and be more confident-"

"Are you sure that's not Jin hyung?" He joked, and they both laughed "yes I did learn a thing or two from him about self confidence, I learned to love myself more no matter how I look, I mean I'ma self obssessed b*tch!" she said and he chuckled.

"But you made me realize I could be different and still be one of a kind....so what if I'm different from the rest.....an alien" " it goes to show how special I am....how special we are"

"People may never understand our emotions cause at the end of the day we just want people who would hold our hands and accept us despite our flaws"

"We're affectionate people we have enough love to go round so we tend to be open to those we hold dear to us....and if they don't like the way we are then f*ck them they don't really deserve us"

"People who truly love you won't try to change you to match their expectations...they love you just the way you are"

"You can't keep living your life trying to live up to People's expectations.... because people will never be satisfied no matter what you do to please them....they'll pinpoint everything you're doing wrong they dictate how you should live your life when they're lives are nothing close to perfect everyone has flaws Everyone makes mistakes we're all human after all, be it kpop idol or not you're free to make your life's decision"

"Take me for example if was an idol I'd have a new dating rumour every week I mean have you seen you guys" he laughed and she frowned "I'm serious" she retorted and his laugh died down into slight giggles.

"So yeah that's why who i am is who you were" she concluded, with a grin. "Or would you rather I became the person you're trying so hard to change yourself to be?" He nodded a 'no'.

"Most people find me intimidating or somewhat rude just because of the way I look sometimes...they think I'm hard to approach.... but at the end I'm just being myself my exterior doesn't prove how I am on the inside"

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