Is Loving You Wrong?

The Fight

Laurens POV

Emma wanted to talk to be about something important, and she wouldn't tell me what. Do you know what this means!?! This could mean that she's hurt. She is practically my sister!

''Hey Em! What did you want to talk to me about?'' I asked eagerly.

''Umm, you remember Ashley and Brandon, right?" she responded nervously.

"Yeah, and I know what happened! Why would you let this happen?! You should have just said sorry and walked into class!" This might seem harsh, but if she would've followed my instructions, she wouldn't be in crutches or in a hospital!

"It's not my fault he wants to be a jerk and yell at me!" she pauses, "And anyway, I wanted to say that before I opened my eyes, he said some stuff..."

"WHAT STUFF?!?!" I yelled on the edge on my seat.

"The turtle wins the race, and he said that he was sorry. He didn't mean for this to go far. That, Ashley was only suppose to scare me, and that he was too stupid to speak up for me... and what are you doing?!?" she asked laughing. I realized that I was bouncing my chair up and down waiting to know what happened next.

"Oh, sorry, continue!" I said as I calmed down my heart rate before I exploded.

"Andhekissedme!" she said too fast to understand me. I give her a confused look.

"He kissed-'' and then her annoying brother came in with his football team.

"Hey Em, can you make us you're famous sandwiches?" he askes loudly giving puppy dog eyes.

"What have I told you about bringing you team here when I have my friends over?!" she yelled back.

"So what I'm hearing is... you'll make me us some food?" and she looks at him again tapping her foot, "OK, so I know you're mad, but how am I suppose to know she's over?"

"I FREAKING TEXTED YOU!!! And mom's rule is that since you're team is a lot more than Bella, Lauren, and I, that you have to tell me first. AND MAKE YOU'RE OWN SANDWICHES!!!THERE YOURE FRIENDS!!" she screams as she pulls me into he room.

"Brandon kissed me. I liked it. I asked about Ashley, and he said that he'll stick up for me next time and that he wants to give us time to get to know each other and I kinda sorta agreed." she finally says after a few minutes of awkward silence. my blood started to boil.

"Em, you cant do this! He's a player! He will hurt you and I don't want to take that risk. I cant have another friend taken away because of him!" I screamed.

I saw the hurt in her eyes. "What do you mean again?" she asked.

I sighed. "Two years ago I had a friend. Her name was hope, and let me tell you she was full of it! everyone loved her. She was amazingly talented and beautiful, like you, she had blonde hair with dark blue eyes. One day Brandon decided to make a move on her. She didn't just like it, Em, she loved it. I tried to warn her but I didn't warn her enough. eventually they started dating and since I hated his guts, whenever he was around, I would leave. they made out, said I love you, all that crap, until one day he cheated on her and said straight to her face... I DONT CARE! she loved him. He tossed her in the trash. then Ashley started bulling her. I tried to talk to her but she wouldn't answer me. I stopped trying. and... SHE KILLED HERSELF!!! She was doing self harm and put herself in a hospital. she did that so much and I was never there, that she killed herself!!!!" I knew I was crying. Emma tried to hug me but I started to walk out of her room. "I'll call you later!"

"Are you okay?" Jacob, one of the players, asked. before I could answer Emma's brother, David, butted in, "Yeah, they probably got into some stupid fight! watch, she'll be fine by tomorrow."

"Why don't you stop predicting everyone's lives when you don't know a God dang thing that goes on in my life!" I screamed and walked out the door. I thought that this was a good time to tell her what's happening in my life, but I guess not! I open the door to my house and everyone looks at me with concern. Everyone... Except my mom... She wasn't there. "What's wrong?" I asked slowly. I saw my older brother's eyes tear up. "John, tell me what happened." I said starting to raise my voice. John was my brother. "Mom's..." I cut him off. "Mom's what?!?" I say getting scared. "Mom's dying!" My dad says for him. I just stand there. "Are you okay, Lauren?" John says. I can't answer him. I can't move. I can't speak. I am completely shocked. "How?" I asked quietly. They don't answer. "HOW?!?" I screamed. My dad looks down. "You know how we DVall got mad at her for different reasons, yesterday?" He starts. "Yeah..." I say slowly. "Well... She went to the bathroom and when you went to sleep... I-I... I went to go check up on her and she killed herself. I'm so sorry." Just then, Emma comes in bursting through the room to me. "I'm so so so sorry. I had no idea. And now your brother texted me everything about your aunt and your mom and... I'm sorry." She says. I don't listen. She rambles on and on but I tuned everyone out.
Flashback
John comes bursting in the kitchen. "What did you tell Kristina!!!" He screams. Kristina is John's girlfriend, but by guessing how mad he is, she's not anymore! "I told her what I heard." My mom says simply. "Were you spying on my conversations on the phone!" He screams. "I didn't want a poor girl to get hurt!" She says like its nothing. "Do me a favor and don't ever get into my business again!" He yells as he storms off to his room.

1 hour later.
"Hey baby! How was your day?" My mom says to my dad while kissing him on the lips. "Eww! I did not need to see that!" I say shielding my eyes trying to be funny. "Yeah, yeah!" My dad says, "and my day was perfect." He says kissing my mom again. "Umm..." My mom says nervously, "I got fired!" My dad stood there shocked. "Why?" He asked. Me and John know that my dad got fired too, he doesn't want to tell mom yet because he doesn't want to worry her. "I slapped my boss!" She says shyly. "He gets filled with rage. "Do you know what this so going to do for our family! I got fired too, but at least I didn't take the risk of getting arrested! Why couldn't I marry someone who doesn't have anger issues?!?" He screams as he storms off to take a shower. I look back at me mom to see that she is almost crying. "Mom! Are you okay?!?" I ask. I have never seen my mom cry before. "Yes, I'm fine sweety." She says.

Later that night

"Mom where did you put my lucky jersey!" I scream from upstairs. "I threw it out because you're not going to be able to play soccer anymore!" She screams back. My heart shattered. Soccer was my life. "What?!?!!! Why?!? You know soccer is my life! On top of aunt Julie dying and you knew how close I was to her, you're going to pull me out of soccer!" I screamed. I was beyond mad! "We can't afford it if we want to take you both to collage. Plus your grades are going down so this will give you plenty of time to study!" She says calmly. I was not calm. I was far from calm. I was furious. "DO YOU WANT TO RUIN MY LIFE, MOM!!" I screamed and I cried my self to sleep. Before I passed into a deep slumber I heard my mom whimpering in the bathroom.
End of flashback

"Was I the only one who heard her crying?" I asked. They all nodded. And right there and then I fell backwards and passed out. The last thing I could see, was Emma crying because I was going to get hurt. Then it all went black.

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A/N
Hey peeps. Sorry I haven't updated. I'm an determined to start updating this book more often. I will at least try to update every other day. If not everyday. And that goes for all my books except for drama for the squad. Maybe I'll try to rewrite it in another book. But not anytime soon. Unless you guys beg me. So yeah.

Anyways,

Love ya all. Stay awesome. Peace on the streets. Bye stars.