I Hate You, You Hate Me Too

Chapter 7

WARNING: GENMUI
SANEMI'S POV:
At this point, I've given up on asking tomioka for forgiveness, it has been MONTHS! I've tried every trick in the book! I've begged him INFRONT OF THE OTHER HASHIRAS, I bought him a blue hairpin and a white hair comb with dainty blue flower designs for that rat nest of a hair, I even went to Mitsuri to ask him to just pity me and accept my apology but they all fell on deaf ears. He turned his head away from me and pretended not to hear my apology, he took the hairpin and comb between his fingers as if he found them in the gutters and strutted away to the direction of the INCINERATOR. Mitsuri came back to me with a sad smile and I knew this man isn't forgiving me. Mitsuri did tell me he kept those items but I knew she said it to patronize me and I fucking hate that.

Is he so stucked up with his "I'm not like you shit" that he can't accept a simple apology. I bet that fucking haori isn't even important, he was just being fucking dramatic. I sat up on my raised futon and pulled my knees to my chest, staring out the window. The moon was so bright and magnificent, lighting up the dark sky but my mind wasn't there... it was on tomioka. I hate to admit it but after kanae died, I started to have that same feeling I had around kanae with tomioka.

I don't why, maybe it was the long black hair or the small rare smile he has that matches kanae's kindness and warmth. Whatever reason, everytime I look at tomioka I see kanae with her beautiful smile but I can't have this feelings, he's a fucking guy! I seriously don't give a fuck if the others are disgusted by that relationship, hell nah. It was tomioka I'm afraid about. I fucked things up between us just because my shitty brain short circuited when I tore his fucking haori. Yes we argue but not to the extent of physical confrontation, those were just teases to get the others attention and vice versa.

I sighed as I stood up from the futon, it was nearly 5:00 am and I've not gotten a wink of sleep last night and I had to get ready for today. I got dressed in my uniform picking my blade before leaving my room and passing genya's room. I glanced at the finely carved wooden door with wind designs, the boy carefully carved his name on the door, well he wrote watermelon on the dark mahogany but eh, that's is his name. Genya never stays in the house at night he roams and does any shit he wants to do and returns around this time... not like I care or sum shit.

I heard the front door open and a few voices, one obviously genya's and the other quite deeper but not as deep as mine- it was one of the other hashiras. It can't be rengoku- I will know before genya opens the door, that loud bitch. Tengen will be no different. Snake bitch won't waste his time coming here at 5:00 am for a kid. Muichiro would've  forgotten that he has to escort his "boyfriend" back to my house. Shinobu's voice is deeper than that 🌚. That is leaves gyomei and tomioka. Well I'll be hearing his beads rattling and floor vibrating as he spoke so crossing him out... TF tomioka?!

I heard him bid goodbye to giyuu fucking tomioka, my jaw dropped. I stood there gaping like a fool as genya turned towards the corridor to his room before freezing at the end.
"O-oh hi aniki." He whispered before rushing past me and into his room.
"I told to stop calling me that." I muttered as I angrily stormed out of the house in hot pursuit of tomioka, he won't get far not with those lazy but sexy legs( at this point, I've stopped trying to deny my love for him).

As I ran aimlessly through the gravel path, the presence of dawn seeping through the thick canopy of trees. I ran until I saw that fucking haori that ruined everything bellowing in the wind. I grabbed him by his shoulders and pinned him to the nearest tree, being careful not to hit his head against the hard bark. Tomioka face spelt bored as he looked up at me.
"Look tomioka, I'm not here to apologise- I've tried my best in that aspect." I growled as I tightened my grip on his shoulders until I heard a soft whimper before loosening it.
"What are you doing with genya?" I asked watching his face twist in confusion before a glint of amusement flashed his lapis eyes.

He lowered his head, silently... laughing? Broski was laughing as if I told him I saw muzan moonwalking on my roof- it won't be funny to me tho.
"Shinazugawa I thought you said he wasn't your brother, why in hell do you care?" He asked smiling widely as if my question ,instead, was asked by a six yr old that just fought with his younger brother... well that did kinda happen but we're not getting into details.

His bubbling laughter made me forget I'm supposed to beat his plump ass but my mind had other plans. I stood there entraced by his laughter, the way his lips separated to show a set of white pearly teeth, the canines a little too sharp for liking. My eyes then wandered to his hair to discover he was wearing the hairpin I spent my precious money on. I reached out tugged a little on his black long hair.
"Wha- OW?!" He swatted my hand away gently. "Za hell?!"
"You wore the pin." I whispered as I caressed the blue pin tangled in his, surprisingly, combed hair. "And combed your hair."
Giyuu face turned a deep shade of red as he watched me caress the pin.
"U-um it is n-not like i-i forgive you or a-anything... I just er I just liked it, YES I JUST LIKED IT!" He stuttered trying to defend himself.

As he gesticulated on and on about the how the hairpin just happened to be there, my hand worked on its own and made its way to giyuu's cheek, caressing it before giving it a little pinch.
"The fuck?!" Giyuu muttered obviously irritated as I pinched and pulled his chubby cheek.
"You're soooo~ fucking cute when you lie, tomioka." I teased, chuckling softly as I saw the pale colour of his skin turn light red." C'mon just admit it, you forgave me~."

He pouted angrily before he shoved me away from him but not far enough to not feel my warmth.
"Shinazugawa don't get ahead of yourself." He turned away looking the up at the sky. "We have a meeting soon, we have to go now so we won't be late." His face twisted back to his usual stoic expression as he walked away before stopping again.
"I still hate you shinazugawa-san... but not as much as before." Giyuu whispered as if the wind will carry his words and whisper it to the ears of the unwanted, scratching the back of his neck nervously before walking away completely towards master's estate.

I blinked at his figure, admiring how the hairpin shone in the sunlight, trying to process what he said for some seconds before my face cracked into a triumphant smile. I DID IT! He finally forgave me, after all this time, he forgave me, he just wanted to play hard to get. But that doesn't mean I can't stop gifting him some more shit, hehe 😈.