When I was very young in kindergarten I was in the hospital for two weeks and having my parents do all the talking is why in irl I'm very quiet and I because of my seizures. I've been bullied about them my parents had to come with me to school to u wasn't always shy back then when I didn't have seizures I was out going and happy but when I started having seizures I felt not normal enough to fit into school and my friends I couldn't even go anywhere unless a parent was with me. my medicine made me slow in math I just didn't feel like how I wanted I once had one getting my lunch walking back to me seat I fell on the floor and when I was having it all I could feel was embarrassment and shame like why am I doing this why can't I just be a normal kid for once my emotions controlled my seizures I can't get to happy I can't get to sad I can't get to mad etc I've had tons of ivs in my that I just got used to the pain of a needle being stuck in my arm countless of times I've had my blood drawn they needed ten tubes of my blood once I was declared seizure free by my doctor until days later I'd have one in the car going home god I felt like I was weak for my disability I wasn't in a great mind set at all like why can't I do what they do why can't I continue soccer why am I not allowed to do that it was just a bunch of why and not if. Ima leave it off here my grammar isn't good I'm failing English 😭😭
