Endless Love | Jooha X Doyoon

Do you want to...?

We got up to my apartment door, and I looked at him.

"Aren't you going to let me in?" He asked.

I hesitated before opening the door and walking inside with him behind me.

I took my shoes off and took my coat off to hang it up.

"Hang mine too," He said, handing me his coat.

I looked at him for a moment before taking his coat to hang it up. I put my slippers in front of him.

"You can wear them," I said.

"I don't need slippers," He said, pushing them back to me with his foot before walking inside to start looking around. "Where's your bedroom?"

I put my slippers on before walking inside, "we can talk on the couch. It's more comfortable."

He looked at me, "Where's your room?"

I hesitated again before pointing to my door, "There."

He looked at it before heading towards it and then opening my door and walking in. I followed after him quickly, seeing him looking around a bit before sitting on my bed.

"It's cold in here," He said.

I took out my space heater and turned it on.

"Close the door and come sit, will you?" He said.

"Why close the door?" I asked.

"Just do it," He said. "Don't you trust me at all? You said you like me. "

I waited for a few seconds before closing my door and then sitting on the bed, distancing myself from him.

"What do you need to talk about? My parents will come home soon, " I said.

"Why did you quit?" He asked.

"You said you didn't want to see me again," I said.

"Seriously? That's the reason? I'm not that fucking stupid" He said.

"I can't play basketball with you and not look at you, it pisses you off" I said. "My friends and parents were getting worried so I quit, they question me when I get hurt"

"Did you tell them it was me?" He asked.

"No, why would I do that?" I asked. "It's my fault anyways, you wouldn't do it if I never confessed to you"

"Did you not listen to me at all the other day?" He asked. "Or are you just acting stupid?"

I looked at him, but immediately looked away when I saw him looking at me. I bit my inner lip to fight my anxiety.

"I said it's worse when you ignore me" He said. "I hate it, so why are you still ignoring me?"

I looked at him, "then you kissed me, but, it was forced, you didn't want to do it, did you?"

"Why would I kiss you if I didn't want to?" He asked. "Does that make sense to you?"

"It doesn't, but none of it does, you never said anything about wanting me to stop ignoring you, or being friends or something else" I said.

"Well you walked away before I could explain myself" He said.

"So it's my fault again?" I asked.

"Was I supposed to stop you or something?" He asked.

"Yeah, if you really wanted to you would have, but you didn't" I said. "You didn't say anything today either, even now you're just asking me questions, you can't even say it"

He went silent, he looked agitated, but he also looked confused.

I checked my watch. My parents will be home soon, maybe on 30 minutes.

"My parents are going to be home soon, don't you need to catch a bus to get home? You should head out soon" I said.

"Do your parents not like me?" He asked.

"It's not like that" I said. "I just thought you'd feel weird if you met them, I don't talk about my friends, let alone you"

"I don't have a problem with it, I like you, I should meet your parents" He said.

"What?" I asked.

"I said I like you, are you going to reject me? I want to date you, secretly" He said. "Nobody can know but we can at least talk in public, so stop ignoring me"

"Why would you date me?" I asked.

"I just said I like you" He said, and then he stood up and came over to me. He leaned in, putting his hands on the bed beside my hips. I leaned back a bit so we wouldn't touch. I put my hands on the bed behind me to support my back.

He leaned in closer and then put his hands on mine. "You said you want to take it slow, does that mean we can't kiss?" He asked.

"What?" I asked. "I never agreed to dating you"

"What's your answer? Are you going to reject me?" He asked. "Even if you do that doesn't mean I'll leave you alone, I've decided already, I can't live without you"

He leaned in some more and when I tried to lean away, he lifted his leg to put on the bed next to me to support himself while he lifted his hand to put on the back of my neck to keep me still while he leaned in to kiss me.

He moved his hand onto my back to support it while he kissed me, moving his lips on mine, forcing mine to move along.

He then pulled away, "I'm taking the way your lips moved as a yes" He said before getting off of me and off the bed.

He put his hands in his pockets before walking around my room to take a better look around.

What's up with him?

"Can I stay the night?" He asked, turning around to look at me.

"What? No" I said, getting up off my bed. "We have school tomorrow, go home"

He smirked while walking over to me. When he got close I put my hands on his chest to keep him away.

"I'm not walking you to the bus stop" I said before backing up to the door, opening it and walking out of my room. "Hurry and leave before my parents get back"

"Why?" He asked.

"Your face is still messed up, they'll think you're a thug" I said. "Speaking of which, what happened to your face?"

"I'm leaving" He said, avoiding my question.