I Fell Inlove with a Fan

Chapter 11

©MamaChorong

3 days have past. The members are already here at the dorm. I locked myself into my room since the day of the incident scared of what might happen since I saw that picture with a note.

* beep beep *

* 1 new message received *

* Unnie, are you free today? - Yookyung *

I just stared at my phone not knowing what to reply. I keep overthinking.

" UNNIE!! YOOKYUNG-AH IS ASKING YOU ARE FREE TODAY.. " Bomi shouted.

Alright Chorong.. There is nothing going to happen to you.. You need to freshen up your mind. Just go out besides you have Yookyung beside you..

" CHORONG-UNNIE!! ARE YOU THERE? "

" I will just text her. Komawo. "

" ALRIGHT THEN!! "

I heard Bomi's footstep walking away from the door.

I hold up my phone and type.

* " Yes. Why? "*

* " I was just hoping if you want to go out with me? " *

* " Yeah. Let's just meet. " *

As I send my message and throw my phone at my bed.

I started crawling out towards the living room looking like a person who didn't take a shower for one week.

I saw Eunji watching TV alone and was laughing like there is no tomorrow. She even slapping her legs while laughing. Doesn't it hurt? While I just stand there waiting for her to notice me.

" AIII!! OMO!!! "

She shouted surprise as she stood up from where she's sitting.

I just stared at her like a dead woman who just escape from her own coffin.

" YA!! UNNIE!! WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL?! YOU SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME!! "

" Eunji~ya!! " while pouting at her like a baby.

" What's with your look Unnie? You look like you just woke up from a hundred years of sleeping. You look horrible! Wait, is that a new trend? Why didn't you tell me? " She said jokingly as she giggles.

I just look at her like I didn't heard anything.

" Unnie, I heard you are going out with Yookyung today. Why haven't you wash up yet? "

I walk from where she was standing and hug her tightly.

" Aigoo... Unnie, are you okay? " while she pats my head.

I just felt my tears were dropping and I heard myself sobbing over her shoulders. She reach for my face and she looks at me worriedly.

" Wae? Why are you crying? " she wipes my tears with her thumb.

I know I can't let them see me hurt because I don't want them to get hurt as well. But I can't handle this, like what I have done wrong? I know I'm being emotional for some kind of note but for me it isn't just like that. Now, I know for myself that I can't keep things secretly. I have to open up as well. I can't hide things with my members. I trust Eunji and I know she will understand my situation.

" That's it. I can't handle this anymore. "

She hold my hand and we both walk towards my room so nobody can see us talking. Luckily, the others luck themselves in their rooms. They won't know what's happening right but I not planning to hide it. I will tell them but not this time.