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To all the girls, whose first heartbreak was caused by their fathers

This book was born from the relentless encouragement of my dearest sister. It's a testament to the power of love, friendship and the resilience of the human spirit. From the depths of despair to the heights of triumph, this journey has been a rollercoaster of emotions.

This book wouldn't exist without the unwavering support of my sister. She saw the potential in my unfinished drafts when I couldn't, pushing me through countless doubts and breakdowns.

Delve into a world of darkness, where characters struggle with their own demons. My sister, who stayed by my side through this whole journey, also found the courage to write her own story.

Our stories are intertwined, sharing a common universe but telling distinct tales. "Sciamachy" is a companion piece, offering a different perspective on this shared world.

I would really appreciate it, if you can check it out and love it as much as I did. Kiro, would be nothing without Illiya and Demian. (and tiny bit of Kirill).

Her add is: Kurococoo

At first, I struggled to connect with my characters. But as the story unfolded, I found myself deeply invested in their lives, even when their paths were dark and challenging.

Naya is a whirlwind of emotions, so complex that I often wonder what's going on inside her head. She can make me laugh one moment and cry the next, leaving me wanting to shield her from everyone.

Kiro, on the other hand, is a breath of fresh air. His calm demeanor and rational thinking are a stark contrast to Naya's chaotic nature. With his big heart and easygoing personality, he has brought me so much joy, while writing this. I've grown so attached to him that I sometimes find myself wishing he was real.

Writing this book has been a transformative experience. I'm excited to share my creation with others and hope it resonates with readers who are looking for something unique and thought-provoking.

This book contains very dark/mature themes, my characters aren't for the weak hearts. Before you read this I hope you know your triggers and proceed with caution.

If you are struggling or having a hard time to reach out to someone, I want you to remember that in every darkness there's a light waiting, you just don't give up searching.

English isn't my first language, and there's still so much to improve in the story line, so feel free to let your thoughts run wild. Feel free to correct any mistakes!

I also don't know Russian or Arabic, so Google Translator became my best friend during this time, to any native speakers (sorry in advance) feel free to correct, would be very much appreciated!

Thank you very much for giving this story a chance, enjoy your stay!

TW: abuse, death, suicide, suicidal thoughts, self harm, eating disorder, suicide attempt, murder, depression, drug abuse, child neglect, rape, sexual assault

Character aesthetics:

Inaya Nassar
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Kirov Zharkov
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Kirov Zharkovᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏

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