ALI
sitting in my room i was just thinking about how me and my mom relationship not how it used to she started being more not her, sometimes i wonder if she wants me dead
she oftens treats me like im not her daughter she doesn't wanna be around me anymore she gets mad when i day how i feel idk
she treats my sister better then she ever treated me some say im spoiled because of the things she gives but sometimes its not that
i feel like i can never talk to my mom about anything because if i do she gets judgy and makes me feel like its not worth talking to her at all
being snapped outta my thoughts i heard my older sister kj come in
"hey you okay what's wrong " i looked at her not saying anything
"oh nothing wrong just thinking about school " i said smiling
"oh okay wanna come to the store with me "
"yea sure uhh let me change and i'll be out " i said closing my laptop
"okay " she said closing my door i got up to go to the bathroom in my room looking at the cuts on my wrists they healed i went to my closet to find sum
i picked out a light pink sweater with sum gray sweats putting on my light pink crocs grabbing my phone
walking downstairs i seen my mom watching tv i walked passed her but she called me
"aht aht where u think u going " she said pausing her tv
"im goin with saylone to the store " i mumbled
"dressed like that " she mugged
"i-i don't know how im dressed i have on sweats what u tab"
"wym what im tab u better watch that bass in your voice lil girl idk who u think u talking to "
"im sorry mom but idk what i did wrong " i said trying to hold back tears this what i was tab i just don't know what to do
"nothing ali cus u finna piss me off always tryna be grown u is 18" she said shaking her head
"im sorry" i wasn't tryna be grown i just i don't know what i did wrong every since i turned 12 everything changed
i still love my mom but she makes me feel insane like im going crazy i just idk what to do i wanna leave but where would i go
it is what it is tho
"hey what took u so long " my sister put her phone on her lap putting on all for me by mts
"oh mom was just saying how i was tryna be grown and my outfit but its wtv i don't care im trying i am but mom - idk man"
"theres nothing wrong with your outfit u look cute mom just hating like she always do when u get this apartment in 3 months we gon leave okay "
"okay it doesn't matter atp imma just do what i always do listen to music and mind my business " i said shrugging
you ever just get this feeling where u feel like theres nothing else to say or do like u js feel like oh your just here like nothing at all js here.... maybe its just me
i put my airpods in putting on edge of memory by flawed mangoes just starring out the window while she drove
cash: yall in reality i js play anything depending on how i'm feeling yk
as we pulled up she saw her friends we got out she went to talk to them i went inside getting some snacks
as i was walking to get a pickle someone bumped into me
"im sorry i didn't mean to do that " the boy said helping me up
"no its okay u said sorry thts all that matters " i said dusting my self off
"yea mb ian mean to u want me to pay for your stuff since i kinda bumped into u " he said looking off to the side
"no its okay i can pay for it myself its coo " i said laughing i didn't know him so ion why he was tryna pay for my stuff lol
"oh okay well again im sorry for bumping into u"
"naw u good " i said walking away i went to pay for my stuff going out the store seeing my sister coming to the car
"hey we finna go over my friends house u wanna go or take u home"
"i don't wanna go home i hate that house so yea we can go over there idc lone" i said putting my airpods back in
"okay bug" she said pulling off
i was playing green to blue by daniel mp3 10 minutes later we pulled up to this house it was a pretty house nothing special
we got out lone knocked on the door a boy opened the door he had dreads with pretty dark skin, pretty light green eyes with tattoos it was the boy from the store
"wsc lone " he stepped aside letting us in
"wsp alexx " lone said coming in
"hey uhh" alexx said tryna figure out my name
"ali"
"oh okay wsp ali pretty name" he said closing the door
"thank you" i said goin to the couch by my sister putting in my airpods to poison tree scrolling on my instagram _________________________
heey new story i wanted to try sum else bt alexx and ali is going to be a love story imma try to make it realistic for yall bt byee love yll🚴🏾♀️
