How to be a Heartbreaker

Chapter 11

Okay, I think I am going to start a new story. I'm hoping I will do a better job of planning and writing! This story is really kind of rushed, going back and reading it... I am going to keep writing in this one but I think I might be better to start over completely on a new story. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!

I do need a title for the story though! it's either going to be with Niall or Zayn

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My eyes got a little watery but I didn't want the boys to see me crying. I was going to show them that I can hang around them as everything that goes along with it. I lift my head up to the girls and wave a little and smile to them.

"Are you okay, babe?" Niall puts his hand on my shoulder.

"Oh yeah, I'm fine" I say fake smiling to them.

"They can be mean, just don't listen to them, okay?" Zayn says to me taking both of my hands.

"Oh no, I know. I'm completely fine. Come on, don't worry about me" I say still looking down at the table a little.

The boys continue to give each other looks not knowing what to say.

"Hey, lads. The cashier-" Harry begins "What happened? Why is everyone so sad?" He asks looking around.

"Oh, we were playing the quiet game. Niall was obviously losing" I say trying to lighten the mood.

"You know I've always been rubbish at that game, mate" Niall says smiling at me a little.

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"Oh! Yeah, he has never been a pro at keeping quiet" Harry says smiling at Niall.

*I couldn't drag Harry into this. I mean, he was kinda in this already but I didn't want to drag him down. He would see the horrible signs and hear all the insults like I would, soon enough. Just not tonight. I also wanted to show the boys that I can take a banter and am not a baby over things. (Which I am. I get upset over the littlest things) I can smile and laugh at all the jokes and forget about those girls.*

"Tori?" Harry asks me almost yelling.

"Oh, sorry" I look at him.

"Is everything okay, babe?" He asks me grabbing my hands.

"Oh yeah! Why wouldn't it be?" I ask smiling

"You just seem a little out of it" He says still looking at me.

"Long flight I guess" I say lying

"Yeah, I'm pretty tried too mate" Zayn says "Maybe we should go back to the hotel"

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"Do you need anything?" Harry asks before I open the door to my room.

"Uh, I don't think so! You must be worn out, go to sleep babe" I say taking his hand.

He made little circles on the top of my palm and continued to look at me. I thought my knees were going to give out just looking into those eyes.

"I'll see you in the morning?" Harry asks me.

"Of course" I say smiling at him. He

looks at you and just smiles a little.

"Go. I can see your eyes drooping." I say kissing his cheek and opening the front door.

He walks and gets to the door.

"So erm, Tori? I just wanted to say thanks for coming with us here. I don't know if the boys told you anything but I was really worried about leaving you. I know it's only been like three weeks from we when we met but-"

I stop him with a kiss. I couldn't help but smile in the kiss and start to laugh.

"You don't have to explain to me Harry. I would've been really sad if you left." I admit smiling at him.

"Good. I really do like you. I want you to know that, okay?" He smiles.

I nod and smile at him.

"Harry! If you want to go to the beach tomorrow, you need to go to sleep!" I hear Paul say from the hall.

I let go of his hand and shoo him out the door.

"Goodnight, love." Harry says out into the hall

"Goodnight" I say smiling one more time.

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I look around at the empty room. I didn't like being by myself. I never have.

FLASHBACK

"Please don't leave!" I hear my mom yelling from downstairs.

"Let go of me! I'm leaving! This isn't worth it anymore!" My dad yells at the top of his lungs.

"If you don't want to stay for me, stay for Tori" My mom cries. My heartbeat is fast and I can feel the tears going down my face.

"No! She is just like YOU! Why would I want to be around that?" I hear him scream. The tears roll down my face as I lay on the floor in front of my door.

Did my dad really not like me? I knew that my parents were fighting but I never knew it to get this bad.

"You are a SLUT and not worth my time anymore!" I hear him say as a smack is heard.

Did my dad just hit her? Would he do that to her? To me?

I couldn't stay there anymore. There's no way I could stay here with them. I pulled out my phone and called Kelsey.

"Can I come over? I can't stay here" I say sobbing in the phone.

"Sure, come right over! What's wrong?" She asks concerned.

Before I answered, I hung up and climbed out my balcony.

That night we talked for hours. Mostly of her just listening and me crying but it worked. I eventually stopped shaking and crying enough to go back home the next morning.

I walk in to see my mom sitting at the bar of our kitchen.

I run to her and hug her from behind. She jumps a little and turns to see me. She quickly wipes away some stray tears and hugs me a little.

"Are you okay mom?" I ask sadly

"Oh yeah honey, I'm fine!" She says giving me a little fake smile. She turns to see a bright black and blue mark on the side of her face and near her eye.

"Mom! That's not fine!" I sob looking at her.

I take my hand and rub the mark softly. She winced in pain and I began to cry some more.

"Oh come on honey. Don't cry!" She says putting my head on her shoulder.

"Mom. He abused you." I finally get out.

FLASHBACK OVER

I feel my eyes get watery and quickly swallow the lump in my throat. That must be why I got so upset when I saw the sign calling me a slut. That's exactly what my dad called my mom.

I shook my head trying to forget it.

I grab my luggage and go into my room. I put on some of my pajamas and climb into the cold sheets. I quickly check my phone to see a text from Harry, Kelsey (Who yes, is still trying to talk to me) and my mom.

•Don't forget we are going to the beach tomorrow. Niall says to bring food. xx• the text from Harry says.

•Please answer me. I have called you millions of times, I miss you. We can meet for lunch or something• Kelsey's message says. I quickly ignored it not being able to deal with it now.

Lastly, •I wanna hear all about Austraila! I miss you honey! Love you so much, tell me all about this Harry boy some more okay? xx• my mom always knew how to make me smile.

I would have to text her later, seeing that it was almost 2 in the morning.

I gently closed my eyes and fell asleep.

PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT! Please read the top of this too, it is very important! Again, I will be still writing on this but just starting a new one. Probably a better story at that!