Shock. Pure shock is what I am going through.
My mom? My mom dead? All my childhood memories, my room, pictures, my moms things, everything?
My jaw drops and my knees start to get weak. I breakdown into Harry's shoulder crying loudly.
Why me? Did I do something wrong? What was I going to do? Im only 18! I can't live on my own yet.
Harry takes me over to the seats again and lets me cry into his chest. His arms are completely around me and he is rubbing my back.
He didn't say anything but I didn't expect him to. What could he say?
I am crying into Harry's shoulder until there is enough water to fill a boat.
I sob until it is time to get off the plane. As we are pulling into the airport I hear Harry say "Babe. We are home. Im going to take you somewhere okay?"
I nod my head as he grabs my hand. We walk off the plane and my head is still in his shoulder with my sunglasses on.
I knew there were going to be fans and paps, so I put my sunglasses on and started to look down.
I weakly smile and wave to some of the fans and continue to walk.
"Tori! You're back home now, when is the funeral going to be?"
"Tori! Did Harry tell you or did you have to find out another way?"
"Was this an accident or was it someone?"
I hear guys yelling towards me. I start to cry even harder now that I grip onto Harry's hand a little tighter now.
Harry looks angry. He looks like he could rip one of those guys heads off.
Suddenly, he goes over to one of them that had been screaming at me.
"Harry! How was Sydne-" the man starts
"Why would you say something like that? First of all, this girl has been through alot and she doesn't need a scumbag like you to remind her. Please stop screaming things at her like that. Now if you don't mind, I'm going to take MY girl somewhere and I would very much appreciate it if you don't follow me." He says almost yelling being very stern.
He walks over towards me again and puts his arm around my shoulder pulling me away as I sob a little harder.
We both hurry towards his car avoiding any other people.
We both pile in and put our suitcases in the back.
I sit in the seat and look out the window. I know Harry is looking at me, waiting for me to say something but I don't know what to say.
"Babe, whatever questions you have, you can ask me" he says to me
..
"Harry?" I slowly ask about after 3 minutes of silence.
"Yes?"
"What started the fire?" I ask tearing up again as the word "fire" stings in my mouth.
"Eh" I said rubbing the back of his neck.
I continue to look at him waiting for an answer.
He looks at me slowly and takes my hand in his big ones.
"Well, it was a candle." He starts. "And uh... I came from your room" he says looking down at his lap.
I start to cry even harder into my hands. I caused my own mothers death. I caused my house to burn down. I caused all my childhood memories, pictures, everything to be gone and I can never get it back.
Harry takes me and hugs me. My face is buried into his shoulder as a weep louder.
"Babe" he says while rubbing circles in my back.
I continue to cry little by little. I let go of Harry and look at him. He slowly has a tear roll down his cheek but wipes away quickly making sure I don't see.
"I don't want you to think this is your fault, okay? It wasn't. I could've happened to anyone" he says still pulling me closer to him.
..
"Where am I going to stay?" I ask slowly
"You are welcome to stay with me babe. Don't even worry about it" Harry says to me
"Does the boys know?" I ask him
"Yes babe, they are waiting for us. They want to help you, so if you want to and if you're okay.. we can head over?" he asks me slowly not knowing if I really wanted to see people.
"Eh, yeah. I want see them" I say back to him.
As we sit there for about 5 more minutes, as he hugs me and I cry some more. Then we finally head to Harry's.
NIALLS POV
"What?! How did this happen?" I ask loudly at Liam.
"It was a candle in her room. It went throughout the while house." he says to me calmly.
"Was anyone hurt? How is her mom ?" I ask nervously.
"Uh mate. She didn't make it. She were sleeping and couldn't get out of the house" he says slowly.
My eyes suddenly got filled with tears as I blinked them away. I slowly say down on the couch with my head in my hands.
"She is coming over in about 15 minutes so, be there for her. She is going to need us." He says to me rubbing my back.
Why did this have to happen to her? She is one of the sweetest people I have met and is always putting other people before herself.
She is going to need her mom later down the road. When she gets proposed, buying her dress, at the wedding, raising her grandchildren! Everything!
My eyes start to get wet again so I slowly get up and head to my room, closing the door.
I start to pace. I can't grasp this. I can't fix anything and it is killing me. I can't bring back her house, her things, or her mom. I can't do anything.
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