Cute Billie Eilish stories

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,,please y/n it will be fun pleaseeeee" my friend billie begged. ,,i know youve never been to a party but please i will be there you dont need to be scared i will be with you"

,,im not saying im scared i just know what the consequences are gonna be, youll end up drunk with me pulling you away into the car and driving you home and then you throwing up in my car." billie is begging me to go to a party with her.

,,no it wont i promise im not going to dink please y/n just one last time" she gave me those puppy eyes.

,,ughh okay" i rolled my eyes. ,,but" i raised a finger ,,no drinking, and if i catch you drinking im leaving you there you know that" ,,okaay, jesus"

-time skip-

im sitting on billies bed waiting for her to come out of the bathroom. i just put some random pants on with a black top, just something casual. while billie is making a huge deal out of it, picking up something ,not regular, as she said. billie is my very good friend. shes the only friend i have left, all my other friends just walked away from me.

five minutes later the door opens and in walks billie and my jaw drops to the floor. she is wearing a short slim black dress, her hair is falling around her shoulders perfectly, her crystal blue eyes lined with black eyeliner. whoa, she is gorgeous. 

and then i realise ive been staring for too long. she smiles down at me ,,see something you like?" she smirks. ,,you look so beautiful billie." ,,well thank you y/n"

,,okay are we ready to go?" i say standing up from her bed before i say anything more. ,,yup"

when we got there and got out of my car we walked to the door, and billie didnt even knock she just simply walked in. the smell of alcohol and cigarettes hit us, and to be honest i was kinda nervous, i dont know these people. billie started greeting some people, probably old friends and i decided to go find a place i will stay the night. billie said she wont be drinking but i dont believe her but i dont feel like following her every step just to control if she drinks something. even if she does, its fine by me just i dont want her to get drunk and do something she will regret. and by that i mean have sex with a boy. she is a lesbian but you never know what a person can do while being drunk.

i have been in a situation like this once, and thats why i try to avoid these parties with alcohol. i mean going there and just simply not drinking may sound easy, but you end up drunk anyway. when i was younger i used to attend every party i could possibly find and i would end up wasted every time. it was pretty fun at the start, but then something happened to me. or almost happened. 

i was invited to a party by a friend of mine and we went together with my boyfriend Mark. i loved him very much and it seemed that he loved me too. we decided to get drunk as always. mark handed me my first cup of something. it was really strong but i drunk it anyway. and then he handed me another and another. it felt wrong but also great, i didnt feel anything so it was fun. but then he led me to a dark room, and striped me naked. i was protesting saying im not ready and shit. he was just about to do it and then i saw light. tris, my friend walked in and started screaming so loud i had to cover my ears. i was so confused when i saw tris yelling something at mark. she helped me get dressed, and told me to try to throw up. later i was told mark spiked my drink and wanted to sexually abuse me. tris saved me that day. but she left me. she found other friends and switched schools. for no particular reason at all. 

thats why i dont like the idea of billie alone on a party, neither i do like the idea of her being drunk.

and that thought brought be back to reality. i need to check on her. she is not a baby i know but sometimes she acts like one.