I want you. | Taylor Swift x Female Reader

Chapter 4: Iam not him

I opened my eyes, looking around. Where am I? Why does my head hurt so much? It was a cosy bed. I slowly turned around, seeing no one there.

I stood up, walking downstairs. This house was a labyrinth. "There you are", a sweet voice said from behind me. I flinched a bit turning around. "Oh Iam sorry, I didn't mean to scare you", it was Taylor. "Good Morning", I mumbled in my morning voice. "Good Morning", she said with a soft smile.

My head was pounding, but I hadn't drink any alcohol. "You okay? You look pale", she asked. "My head hurts", I whined. "Yeah look at you're face, no suprise it hurts", she said. "Do you want to brush teeth or do you want to eat first?" She asked. "Teeth", I mumbled still tired. "Follow me", she grapped my hand leading me to the bathroom, were she gave me a toothbrush.

I looked in the mirror, my face was covered in bruises. Taylor walked behind me, to lay her hands on my hips and rest her head on my shoulder, to watch me brushing my teeth. "You drive me crazy since the first time I saw you", she mumbled. My face darkened in hot red tone.

Taylors hands wandered under my shirt to my boob. "I love your boobs", she digged her nose in my shoulder, taking in my odor.

"Taylor?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you really think Iam ruined?" Taylor wrapped her arms around me to pull me closer. She knew it was wrong saying this infront of me.

"No, but I think theres a big painful hole inside you and its my turn to fix this, help you to know what its like beeing loved. He hurted you in so many ways", I looked in her eyes through the mirror. "Thank you Taylor", I said.

I cleaned my face and turned around. "I want a newstart." Taylor looked confused. "Our last date ended in you fucking me and then you met my crazy boyfr- uhm ex. I want a second first date, without sex, just you and me", I explained.

Taylor smiled "okay, then I'll take you out for breakfast, but before we're going to get some clothes at yours. Mine are to big for you." She smiled.

Time skip~
Taylor pulled onto my parking lot, we stepped outside her car walking into my house. "Uhm please don't say anything. It's a mess", I mumbled, while thinking about yesterday evening. "No worries", Taylor smiled.

We walked through the living room, there were still two plates on the table. I grabbed them, to bring them in the kitchen.

Suddenly they slid out of my hand, crashing on the floor.

Fuck.
I was fucked.

Taylor took a step forwards, but I turned around fear in my eyes. "Please don't hurt me", I screamed, covering my head, then the tears starting to roll over my face.

The blonde one knew what was going on. "I won't", she said, trying to wrap her arms around me. I punshed her arms away, running into the bathroom.

I turned the key around and placed myself on the floor. The air left my lungs. I started hyperventilating, trying to get air in my lungs. Taylor would never date me, Iam to fucked up.

Taylor somehow managed to open the bathroom door. She sat next to me, wrapping me in the warm cocoon of her arms. "Breath with me Babygirl", she whispered.

"Iam here, I won't leave you. You did nothing wrong", her comforting words and the kisses she placed on my face, helped me coming down. 

"Iam sorry" I said sobbing in her arms. "You have nothing to be sorry for", Taylor said, caressing my arm. "Lets get you some stuff babygirl. If you want you can take your school uniform aswell and stay till monday", she offered with her sweet voice.

We stood up, to go in my bedroom where the closet was. It was the first time Taylor and I were there since the night she fucked me. I blushed at the thought of it, no one could make me feel this good. Taylor smirked as she saw my red face.

"Iam going to give you way better orgasms than the one you're thinking of right now", she whispered seductively in my ear before placing a soft kiss on my neck.

"But we're waiting, our first real sex should be something special and you said no sex on our first date", Taylor said with a smile. We packed my stuff. Although the house was a mess we just left it like this, heading to her car. I still was wearing her clothes, but we were both hungry.

"Theres a restaurant, I love their pancakes, do you want to go there?" She asked. "Sounds good", I smiled, it wasn't to far. We drove 10 minutes.

It was small but it was cute. "Hey Taylor", the waitress said. "Hey Jacky, how are you?" Taylor asked. "Iam fine what about you?", the girl named Jacky said. "Iam doing great. Jacky thats Y/N", she introduced me. "Nice to meet you Y/N", Jacky said. "Nice to meet you aswell", I said.

Jacky showed us our table. "Do you want breakfast for two?" Taylor asked. "Uhm isn't that to much?" I asked. Taylor raised an eyebrow, looking at me. "Uhm no", she said. I nodded.
"You should pick the dark chocolate? Its soo delicious", Taylor said with a big smile.

"Then I'll go with this", Taylor smiled. The breakfast was lovely, after it we went shopping. Every second I spent with her healed my world a bit more. "Taylorrrr", I said with puppy eyes.
"Yes?"
"Can we have a candle light bath today?" I asked. Taylors eyes widened a bit, the thought of taking a bath together made her knees week. She loves taking bath's.

"I would love to", she said. Taylor grapped my hand, not caring that students or her colleagues could see us. We walked to the parking lots, after we bought a vine.

Time skip~
"Can we take a quick nap, before taking a bath", Taylor asked. "Ofcourse Iam exhausted", I mumbled. We changed our clothes and layed down.

Taylor wrapped us under her blanket, then her leg digged beetween my legs. "You smell so good", I mumbled. "Says you", she giggled. Her hand was under my shirt on my boob. Slowly I drifted to sleep.