this one hurt
i didn't want you there
i wanted to be free
to talk about others
but
they just had to send that message
i had to figure it out
to make you go
i cried
you don't even know how much i cried
the screaming hurt me
but i had to send the email
i bought the ticket
i did it
you were going with me
it wouldn't be just me and them
it'd be us and them
i hated the thought
but who cares
when we were there
all together
i could only smile
knowing you were there
next to me the whole time
it made me happy
the photos we took together
make me laugh when i look at them
the dancing
the jumping
the talking
the food
it was so amazing
it was wonderful
especially
holding your hand
