Hi There,
I dont know why so i am writing this
But i know how i get inspiration to write this
I usually right to feel good
Feel light
Escaping tone of heavy thoughts
Tones of feelings, affection & love
Love for that one person
That person i met in school
Met in coaching
Met in college
Met at workplace
Everywhere
Except my "KISMAT"
& Here i remember few lines
Khoon ch rach chukiyaa ik khyaal ae tu
Koi Dekh nhi Skda Mere Naal Hai tu
~ Debi
HAHA,
Could you just imagine
You full drunked, out of control
And then
Keep repeating just one line
"I love her so much"
Crying over and over that one thing
It doesn't not happen many times
But times when its over
Really over
Over of lovish era
Love is blind
Live is in air, in breaths
She taken the place, i don't want it to be vacant
I crave for love, affection, emotional bandwidth and ya offcourse physical affection.
Its not about only getting physical but its about accepting love the way it is.
I usually bought flowers, jhumkaas, gifts
Not to put them into wardrobe, books ...
I bought them for someone who badly want it but not from me
Although its fine if i dont get it back what i does
Universe don't let me down i know
This all investment of my feelings will not get dumped somewhere
As Its all in air,
It will come to me
Unexpected way
But I really want to be with her
In her struggles, happiness, problems
I really want to make her smile
Seeing her smiling, growing, healing
For me including someone in your happiness, problems is love
"Including is love language"
Including someone in your life is love
Oh no
Chapter was about living alone
But why I shouldn't call it loving alone
I agree its not possible
One day i'll release this all energy i am carrying
Yes,
Just one day its all will be over
At end,
Everyone knows living alone is not solution
It will create many problems more
But here
Living alone means is
You should comfortable with yourself
When there is no one around
Or many people around like in cafes, restaurants, trips.. elsewhere
Living Alone Means to Feeling Comfortable Alone
Seeking no one around.
How?
Start Knowing Yourself
Accept the way you are
Know your best things
Things which are out of way
Know your flaws
Best Thing in me is i am EMOTIONAL
And Worst i can say is i am OVERLY EMOTIONAL
Baki Everyone Judge Everyone
Hehe, We Jugde People Bassed on Situations, Talks, Looks and Its much needed
Arrey Phir Bhatak Gye
Ha to Living Alone No No .. Being Comfortable with ourselves is our MOTO
So accepting yourself is way to feel better with yourself
How one can accept yourself?
Accept what your needs are
They aren't bad
Nothing is bad
What bad is not accepting it
Accept it the way you are
Accept what you dream for
Either you want a luxury car
Luxury life
Or wanting to own a house
Accept what you crave for
Love? Emotional Bond? Physical affection?
Or Just a Friendship
Ya Yes I Believe in Friendships
Only Relationships aren't enough
And Yes Only Friendships aren't enough
Write Things Down
Burn If it wanted but read it once
And then do whatever you want
What writing does to you is
Fulfil your subconscious
Which is so powerful that it may can make them real
Ahan, for sure it will make things real
In starting i just taken a case why i am so having these kind of thoughts
Thoughts i am carrying since times
Now Day Today
I have done so many solo trips
So many dates alone
So comfortable with myself
Because i accepted my self the way i am
I am a hopeless romantic guy who loves a girl since times with no hope of getting together
This is what i am feeling writting this
I have many more personalities
I dont need anyone to be happy
Yaa, i am comfortable with myself
Whenever i feel low
Yes it happens,
I go to my terrace listen to songs, vibe, dance and sing sometimes
I go to parks, temples, and pizza huts
Eat as much i can
Spend as much i can
But all this i do solo
As i know if i am not comfortable with myself anyone i have to, i have to as i know myself is only person i have to spend all of my life
No friends, no partner will last till last breath
Yes, people are together but aren't that fact at any point of my life i must have myself with myself
I should know myself
What i like what i dont
I should learn to say no what i dislike
And openly accept what i like
Lets open up
Open up to yourself
Know yourself
Why so reading this
Go on a walk
Think what you read
Ask yourself
What makes you happy?
Walking heals you
Thinking heals you
Repairs yourself
As soon as possible
Before losing yourself over one thing
Not to knowing yourself
Going with flow doesn't mean
You eat anything you presented to
Choose Wisely
Keep Your Priorities Straight
So What
For Living a Happy Life
Win Your Inner Battles
So First Know Yourself.
This is all,
Will meet in another chatper with more gyaan ki baaten
