breaking apart

please don't stay

Maya's POV

"Lucas?" I said sobbing.
"The one and only. " he said. I stood up and walked away. I didn't wanted to see him. I'm afraid to love him.
"Maya. Please wait.!" He said catching up to me. I ignored him. He yanked my arm and made me face him. "Leave me alone." I said crying.
"No maya. Please let me love you." He said.
I can't let him
"You can't love me! Please leave before i get hurt." I screamed over the rain.
He just stared at me. He looked hurt.
"That's where your wrong." He said.
"Im afraid that if i love you, then you would leave like everyone else in my life." I said.
I noticed that a tear escaped his eye. Even though it was raining i could tell he was crying.
"Please let me fix you." He said sounding hurt.
"You can't fix what's already broken. You can try, but eventually you would fail. " i said sobbing this time.
"You're right. I can't fix you. But i can make things a little better." He said letting go of my arm. He wrapped both of his arms around my waist and pulled me close. "And when you fail, please don't try again. It will only hurt more. " i said. I put both of my hands around his neck. We were just stearing into each others eyes. "I will be there every step of the way. Even if it Hurts." He said.
Suddenly he smashed his lips against mine. I responded by running my fingers through his hair. The kiss felt like if i was in Paris. I suddenly forgot everything.
Our lips were like fire. Every time we come in contact we burn.
" maya Penelope hart. Would you be my broken girlfriend? " he said breaking the kiss.
I just looked at him with a smile. "I will be glad to."
I said. Then our lips were in contact once again.
I know that once he gets tired of me, he will leave. But right now i finally felt like somebody's first choice. And i liked the feeling of that. Don't get too attached to the feeling maya, one way or another it will happen.