The Strongest and Her [Gojo Satoru Fanfic] [Jujutsu Kaisen]

20 : The phone call

/Trigger warning ⚠️ : suicid@l thoughts, depression, attempts of suic!de/

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-8 years ago-

-Kimura Akane : 19 years old-

{You better do it Kimura, otherwise consider yourself done.}

"...yes, senpai."

The black haired girl heard the call end and sighed heavily. This was just another day in her student life. Doing the assignments of her upperclassmen otherwise they would severely bully her. Not like they would stop bullying her anyway.

She looked at the assignments before her with tired eyes, terribly dark skin underneath them, reflecting her tired state.

"...what the heck am I doing with my life?"

She mumbled under her breath. It had only been 6 months since she moved to Tokyo and joined the prestigious medical college. She fought with her parents, moved out of Hokkaido so that she could get her desired college. The X medical college was her dream college and she finally got in there.

So, she should be happy, right?

She should be... relieved that she finally got the college she wanted, right?

Yet, she was not.

The life of Tokyo revealed to be very cruel. So much that Hokkaido looked paradise compared to this shining hell. She knew that Tokyo would not be easy on her and that she would've to prepare herself for the tough life that awaited her, yet, it looked like she underestimated it.

The problem wasn't the exhausting speed of metropolitan city like Tokyo, but rather the people living there.

Everyone was so distrustful of each other that they didn't even helped a needy one.

Selfish to the point they ignored the suffering they were causing to others. Then the later 'others' became selfish and cause suffering to others. Repeating the cycle of malice.

Bullying, one of the cycles that haunted her student life from the moment she enrolled into the college. It would be an understatement to say that her life became miserable.

Professors expected students to behave politely and maintain decorum but at the same time completely ignored the victims of bullying.

Upperclassmen who once faced bullying, bullied their underclassmen in order to release their stress.

Kimura Akane found herself crushed in the reality she lived.

Her upperclassmen bullied her but she couldn't complain about it to anyone, the reason being that no one was there to listen. Her professors being hypocrites by pasting the 'This College doesn't tolerate bullying' signs on the walls.

"...f*cking bastards..."

She mumbled as she pressed her temple and massaged it. Whenever she thought about the cruel reality, her headaches and body pains worsened. Like someone was hammering sharp nails into her body at every breath she took.

Unsealing the headache medicine, she chugged it down her throat with water. She ruffled her hair as she looked at the messy incomplete assignments infront of her.

"....I'm tired..."

She was truly tired with her problems. It was already tiring to keep a smiling face with her body and head aches, trying to keep 'good behaviour' persona so that her evaluation grades won't slip off. But it was tiring to keep being mentally and physically abused without doing anything even if she wanted to. Even if she talked rudely or did something as slapped one of her bully's, she knew she would be done for.