geto is lying on his bed helplessly crying and sobbing his head and heart throbbing in pain he's curled up into a ball his throat feels like it's blocked by a large brick making him unable too breathe properly.
Why me..? I always ask myself that. Why didn't he choose me? I just wanted some love... it's all i ever really ask for...Why me? Why?...
And as he kept on crying the whole day he ditched school, He was in such pain each tear he let out was making him feel like he was creating an ocean of tears. His bed was wet full of tears his eyes looked like a dead rose..
He really wanted to be held dearly really close feeling warmth from a loved one.. but he only had 1 loved one and he felt as if that loved one was slipping out of his hands which made him have the worst feeling his heart felt as if it was slowly dying from heartbreak
He felt like he would be a burden if he ever talked to somebody for help he felt like he should silence himself and isolate from everybody he stayed inside his dorm locked inside his own room.
(Time skip 5 months )
Geto has been depressed due to this heartbreak he's had he's also in his last year of high school. He's gonna graduate in 7 months and he knows.
Monday morning 6:46 may 6
God my stomach hurts.. holy fuck I should have not eaten breakfast god I feel nauseous...
Geto goes to the school bus sitting at the back the next stop gojo gets on sitting next to geto at the back happy like he always has been he can tell somethings off about geto but he doesn't even bother to put his finger on it
"Hey geto did you bring any snacks today?" Asked a girl sitting across geto and gojo she had long white wavy hair and purple eyes with dark highlights and a chubby shape.No I didn't I didn't bring anything but school stuff why?
"Im just kinda hungry but it's fine I can ask my friend for snacks later!"
"Suguru?"Yes gojo?
This time geto seemed really tired his under eyes looked purple like grapes."Don't you ever think what it would be like if we could fly??"
Here he goes ranting on how he wishes he could fly high like a bird
(Time skip too when they're at school)
"Hey wait up man!!" Yelled gojo he seemed to be out of breathe running trying too catch up too geto.
"Hey man.." gojo is panting as he speaks his hand on geto's shoulder
"Why didn't you wait for me today? I was waiting for you to come by?"
Mm i just didn't feel like it
"Doesn't sound like you."
Mm im just tired satoru i really do feel tired..
Gojo's girlfriend. Shoko (i hope you read the description you skibidi's)
Shoko came from behind gojo and gave him a hug
"Woah" said gojo
God why her? As long he's happy I'm happy for him I guess... said geto in his thought's
Geto just speed walked away from them too go too lunch.
Gojo was wondering what was going on with geto but he didn't bother. Instead he payed attention too shoko.
"Hey shoko?"
"Yes gojo??"
"Do you think i should buy a bento box?? Or maybe get instant noodles? I can't choose"
"I have a question gojo."
"Yeah?"
"When are you gonna tell him..?"
... gojo stayed silent as soon as she asked that
"How about we eat hamburgers together instead hm?"
Shoko looked at gojo seriously but she didn't say anything she want's to argue with gojo but she stays quiet.
I'ts rather stupid if we argue.. i feel bad for him...
Said shoko in her mindGeto was already eating lunch behind the school building in the school garden 15 minutes later he hurries to the bathroom too go throw up and not only that he felt the worst pain in months his stomach felt like it was doing gymnastics. He tried his best too hurry but not move fast because he knew if he did one wrong move it'll go all over the floor.
He finally reaches the school bathroom he immediately enters a stall all that food he consumed for lunch immediately leaving his body.
(Few minutes later cuz I'm not gonna keep describing this)
After everything he threw up the poor boy had the worst pain in his stomach everywhere and his throat his eyes bloodshot red his head throbbing like crazy. There was a stench in the whole bathroom of disgusting vomit.
Jesus Christ my fucking body hurts fully...
He said in his head with the most throbbing painTo be continued
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FanficGeto x gojo! Geto has had feelings for gojo for about 3 years and this year he plans to confessing but gojo seems to have gotten a new girlfriend crushing geto's hope on being gojo's boyfriend leading him to depression... (In this au shoko only kno...