𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑪𝑲 ~ 𝑭𝑨𝑴𝑬 𝑫𝑹

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝑾𝑬 𝑴𝑬𝑻.

WARNINGS: Sexual behavior, drinking, swearing, and toxic relationships.

PS NO HATE TO JACOB ELORDI I LOVE HIM. <3

𝑱𝑬𝑵𝑵𝑰 𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑳𝑨

Me and my boyfriend, Jacob, decided to go to a friend's party and, hopefully, make up for a fight we had the night before. I had found out he had been cheating on me with a cast member on a show he was on and it broke my heart. We fought all night but he invited me to this party so we could talk it through and have fun. 

I got into this nice little dress and put a lot of effort into how I looked. I walk into the building and I see him wearing this fancy little outfit which I thought was over-kill. 

"You look ... nice." He says while his eyes wander around the room.

"Thanks, wanna dance?" I ask as I try to keep eye contact with him.

He agrees and we go onto the dance floor and I hold tight onto him, knowing this probably won't end well. 

"That was fucked up thing, what you did to me. You're a fucked up person." I say quietly as to not attract unwanted attention from others around us.

"I know baby. I love you so much, I made a mistake I just missed you so much since I was gone for so long. I just needed to blow off steam." He says sincerely.

I look up and find him staring off into the distance. I turn my head for a second and I see the woman that he had been cheating on me with. I look back up and ask, "Why are you staring at her?"

"I think we should just take a break. I need to work on myself for a little bit and so do you." He says while interrupting me. I break his hands off my body and push him off me. "Fuck you," I say as I walk off to the bar. 

𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑾 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑬𝒀

I just arrived at this party hoping to just have some fun after being on set for so long. The minute I walk in I see this stunning girl dancing with this guy, they both look familiar but I can't seem to place them in this dark light. Suddenly, she pushes him off her and storms to the bar. 

A light accidentally shines on her face and I can see her. Jennifer Estrella. I'd seen some of her stuff but she looks so much more beautiful in person. I have to know her. I walk to the bar.

𝑱𝑬𝑵𝑵𝑰 𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑳𝑨

I sit down and wipe some tears off my face with a napkin. All of a sudden, this guy sits right next to me and orders shots. 

"Hey, I'm Drew. You're Jennifer right?" He asks while looking into my eyes with the softest blue eyes, it feels like looking at the surface of the ocean.

"Yeah, you can call me Jenni, and I know who you are Drew," I say while wiping a tear off my face.

"That's great, I love meeting cast members before I have to work with them-" He says before he stops and looks at my red eyes and runny nose. "Are you okay? What's wrong?" He says, empathizing with me.

"Dumb boyfriend," I say while looking over at him to see him dancing with the girl he cheated on me with. I take two shots after seeing them together.

He looks over and sees Jacob holding the girl the way he should've been holding me and says, "I have a fun idea that will make you feel better. Wanna make him jealous?"

"Sure, why not?" I say as we both smile and he grabs me by the hand and leads me to the dance floor. We begin dancing and I swear every time he touches me it's like he's hitting every nerve in my body. I see Jacob and that girl begins to grind so I decide to do it too while looking at them.

"Don't look at them. Look at me." He says with a smile on his face. We begin to just look at each other as we dance and it feels like it's just us two in the room. He looks at me, then at my lips, then back at me. 

"Just kiss me already." I think out loud.

𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑾 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑬𝒀

Finally. She says the words I'd been waiting to hear her say since the moment I got here. "C'mon, it's just a kiss-" She says before I interrupt her by locking my lips with hers. Her lips have got to be the softest thing I'd ever felt. I pull away, take her by the hand, and pull her to a more private spot.

We head out, to the street, and I call my driver to pick us up. "Want to go back to my place? It's close by to here." And she responds, "Yes, yes, I just- I- I want you right now. Nobody else." She says as she stumbles with her words before she begins to kiss my neck. 

My car comes and I open the door for her, she kisses me again, somehow even softer than the last time. 

We get back to my place and I lead her back to my bedroom. "Are you sure you want to do this?" I ask as she looks into my eyes. "I've never been more sure." She responds with a smile. 

𝑱𝑬𝑵𝑵𝑰 𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑳𝑨

I wake up in his arms. I turn to the side, take my phone off the charger Drew had given me last night, and check the time, it's 10 am and I have like a million texts from Jacob apologizing and begging me to come to his apartment. I pull Drew's arm off me and I walk quietly to the bathroom to call him.

 The phone rings for a while.

"Jenni? Oh my god, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you, you're right I'm a fucked up person. I'm fucked up. I'll never do it again, please come back home I love you so much." He says frantically, he pauses for a second. "Baby you there?"

"Yes sorry hi. I just stayed at a friend's house all night. I forgive you I'm sorry I just left you like that. I'm on my way back home okay? Love you bye."

"Love you too-" He says before I hang up.

I hear footsteps leading up to the door. "Hey, so last night ... that was-" "I have to go home." I interrupt Drew and I walk out and put all my clothes in my purse, luckily my dress fits in there.

"Oh uh okay." He chuckles. "Well uh, can I get your number or something?" He asks, and I tell him what it is and I leave. 

I can't do that ever again. 

I physically can't write smut like I don't think if I did that it would be very good or like I would feel comfortable doing that. Maybe in the future if I get better but like idk.

Love you all!