Annoyance

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I talk way too much to people I know well
And I can tell they wish I would just shut up
I constantly over share and I'm so loud
And I can be super rude even if I don't mean to be
I can tell they are annoyed by me, but I don't know how to change

Yet to people I'm not close to I'm virtually silent
Though they try to talk to me
My responses are dry and emotionless
My lack of communication makes them uncomfortable
My dry responses come off as rude and I just overall kill the vibe

So I try to distance myself from others so they don't have to deal with me
And you know what, They look happier
And they seem to have a better time without me

With someone who talks less
With someone who talks more
With someone that adds something of value to the conversation

And It's becoming ever more apparent to me
That I'm just an annoyance

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