CHEF NANCY

SHE JUST LEFT

Louis Pov:

William told me he met the family through a video call, is a shame I missed it, i said smiling. Louis is it true what you said at the that ahm that. She was about to say something when my phone rang so I had to cut in.

Sorry please hold on, I said has my phone kept buzzing. I will be right back, I said and I want out to go pick it.

Yes dad what do you want, my dad has been calling me since the show and I had to finally pick. Son why will you do this to Clementine your wife. Wife did my father just called her my wife. Dad you called Clementine my wife, I broke up with her months ago and am not planning to get back with her talk less of marrying her, dad you can't tell me who or not to marry, if that all I want to go back to my party. I said and I cut the call before he could say anything else.

Nancy, Nancy, Nancy. I went back  to the party and I saw Nancy lost in thought. Boom she snap.

Are you okay, you look lost in through. Is your drink too strong, i asked. Am good am okay, I was just thinking about today's show and the trouble Me and Charlotte cause at your show, she said with her face down. Noo not at all, no trouble at all, look I meant what I said on the show about me loving you, I said and I saw how her face changed.

Nancy, are you sure you are okay, i asked again and she just nodded yes. I really mean it Nancy, I couldn't hold it, I mean it, I do love you, and I couldn't control it anymore that is why I spoke up. I added and I started talking because I really love her and I want her to know I want to have her,love her and be with her even if it has to do with begging Denis

I came close and touched her hand and looked straight in her eyes. I want to care for you, I want to love and protect you, I want to be more than friends, I want to show you to the world as mine, will you please be my girlfriend and I promise you I will never hurt your feelings, I said and I was scared she will regret me. I haven't recovered from my last blow, it still hurts me and am not ready for another relationship no, she said so she panicked and removed her hands from my grip and walked out with her face down.

I couldn't let her go like that, why will she say that? why is she like this? I thought we had a connection.

Nancy, wait, Nancy please don't go please stop let's talk about this please, i said as i walked after her, my heart was heavy, and I don't know how to act with this emotion, she started running out of the loud music and run to a tree and I ran after her with low hopes and a heart really to break, when I got there, it was quite and peaceful and I felt calmer, so  I asked what was wrong. Nancy, what did I do wrong, i thought you liked me too.

Well you thought wrong, I was only going out with you because I thought we were only friends and business partners nothing more. Then you announced your love on national TV and you didn't even consider the damage it will cause, she said angry. Am sorry but I couldn't hold in me any longer, is it so wrong for me to announce to the world that I am in love with you? why? do you just only see me as a friend? I looked sad as i asked and I could feel it in my heart  that she will regret me but no I still have hope, in my case loving her is all I want, all I need. I looked her in the eye and she said something that will probably end our friendship.

I only consider you as a business partner nothing more am sorry I can't like or love you back but love is not anywhere near my list, I have goal to set and I have to get it before anything else. I couldn't say anything, my heart just broke into pieces. So you rather prefer your wins, your achievement than to love and to be loved, who told you that love will stop you from getting your goals? hmm is it Denis? cause it seems you rather be with him than be with me, so Denis is not stopping your goals right? I said angry cause I couldn't handle all the emotions I was feeling.

Why will you involve Denis into this. Don't you involve Denis into this it has nothing to do with what we are talking about, she said angry. Oh really then why are you regretting me, i said I couldn't describe what I was feeling anymore. Nothing is just that I don't want anything to do with you. You have a crazy ex who almost beat me up, and I have a career to save, we both want something different and am not giving up mine for yours get that straight to your skull. She said as she walked out  and i stood there and watched her leave.

Did she just left? She just left. I didn't know what I was feeling, I couldn't cry, or laugh or even accept what just happened, I just sat down there and watched her leave without looking back and my heart stopped like I couldn't breathe, but why am I feeling like this? do i really love her that much? Should I let her go? Should I go after her? But she just left.