Grenade [Katsuki Bakugou]

Prologue

Is it really possible to absolutely hate someone but still love them at the same time? Or would that just be loyalty? Maybe even pity.

As far as I could remember I've always been the odd one out in my family. I'm the different one who gets treated unfairly, so much that hatred began to grow but I would never hurt them. Is that because we still have the connect of blood? Feeling as if I must stay loyal to them regardless of my negative feels. Or does part of me really do still love them, even after being treated so horribly.

As the oldest, I see how she looks at me. With disgust. My mom can see the resemblance of my father in me. Even though we feel the same way about him, I know she secretly blames me for all that's happened to her. If she hadn't gotten pregnant with me then it would've been easier for her to leave him. But here she is, four kids deep with the bastard.

My mom says I need to stop playing hero and grow up. Which is ironic since I've been matured since I was 10, taking on the role of the second mother in my house. She thinks I have no real future being a hero and should just find a job in the medical field like her. I know that wouldn't make me happy. Hell, she's not even happy.

I won't let her words continue to dictate who I am and want to be. I will attend UA and become one of the greatest hero's known to man. Showing the world who I am won't be easy but I swear it will be done.

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I'm Historia Estelle, oldest of four. I have two younger brothers, Jayden(14), and Kyrell(13). Then there's the baby, Myra(4). My mom, Shay, decided to move to America when she was freshly 18 which lead her to get pregnant a few months later and have me 19 years old. She moved back to Japan after Myra turned 1, thinking that would get her in better spirits since she would be far away from my dad. Her plan failed, she's even more miserable now. I didn't like the move whatsoever, how could she tear us away from all of our friends back in America?? I tried to be supportive but she only took her anger out on me more.

I'm the only one in my family who has a quirk, besides my mom. My siblings despise me for it, especially since I have more than one. They claim I took theirs. I feel bad but there's no way I can divide my quirks to them, so the only thing I can do is become a hero and don't become a failure.

I love reading, no matter the subject. Ask me any question on any topic and I'm sure I'll have an answer. Back in America, I was supposed to skip high school and go straight to college but my mom said no. She only wanted me to stay home so I could tend to her and my siblings. Now in Japan I have a job at a clothing store with my best friend. She helps me secretly train. If my mom found out, I'm more than likely will be put out. She's threatened it many times before. If she didn't ask me to use my quirks, then I'm not able to.

This only fuels me to work harder when I can. To become a top hero and show her that I'm capable. That I can make her proud one day. When I get into UA, that will just be the first step of many to the top.

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HEY GUYS, SO THIS IS A SHORT CHAPTER JUST TO GET YALL FAMILIAR WITH HER HOME SITUATION 🥰🥰

Next chapter will be longer and more detailed so just wait it out for me 😆🤞🏾