𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝑶𝒎𝒆𝒈𝒂 (𝑮𝒊𝒚𝒖𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒆)

Chapter 1

Sanemi Pov:
I was only nine when my dad started beating me because I was an omega, my mom always tried to protect me but it was worthless. My dad was stronger than her and was easily able to move her. It was painful but I soon got used to it and I decided to take all the beating for my family. He would force pills into my mouth that would cover up my scent, and no one could tell what I was. My dad told me to say that I was an alpha if I didn't listen he would beat me until I was close to death.

He made me suicidal and I started cutting myself which made me a masochist. But one day he found out I was a masochist and changed the pain to different objects. Whips, rocks, belt, anything that was in his reach he would always tell," SINCE YOU LIKE PAIN SO MUCH, THEN I WILL GIVE YOU THE PAIN YOU GAVE ME WHEN I FOUND OUT YOU WERE AN OMEGA!!!!". It was truly hell there but it got worse for me when my siblings all came out as alphas.

Me and my mom were the only omegas. I would take the beating for my mom so she didn't have to go through anything. I would cover my siblings ears for them and let them sleep on me when my parents got into an argument. I was the only one that had to hear them and what they said he would always talk about me in their arguments.

Sometimes I could hear him coming towards where we were, my mom trying to stop him but it was no use. I would get up and leave the room for him to not touch my siblings, I wanted them to have the life I couldn't have. But they never got that life. It hard to move after he beat me I was always dizzy cause of how much blood I lost. But did I care? No of course not, I wanted everyone else to be safe. I hated this house and my dad, but this was my dad's house and we didn't have anywhere else to go. So I had to go through it if I wanted food and a roof over me.

I always wondered what my mom saw in my dad that made her fall in love with him. I would sometimes hear my mom saying that to herself after she saw my state after my dad had beat me. She would bandage me up after he had beat me and sing me a lullaby so I can fall asleep. It would sometimes work but do to me being so alert any little noise could wake me up easily.

One day, I heard something. " What was that?" I would tell myself, I was worried because it sounded like the whip but he had already beat me so I went to check out what was that sound. I was horrified with what I saw. My siblings were all on the floor, whimpering, because of how much pain they were in. My younger sibling, Genya, was the only one that was still up and standing l. At that moment I realized he was training them until they ached. I was worried because Genya was struggling to stay awake and up. And the next thing I knew dad raised his hand to whip him do to him messing up.

He didn't get hit. I got hit because I jumped in front of him to block him from getting hurt. It hurt so much because he had gone deeper into my scar. He got even angrier and kept hitting me it was painful, until it turned into pleasure I was enjoying the pain. But before I knew it I passed out.

When I woke up my body felt heavy when I opened my eyes my siblings and my mom were laying on me. I was happy and waited until they woke up. But I felt weird like something bad was going to happen. Once everyone was awake we talked for a bit until my dad walked in. We all stopped talking, my dad didn't say anything and grabbed me by my hair and pulled me away. I was a bit scared because I didn't know what was happening. Until I heard him talk.

"This is the omega do whatever you want to do to him, if you mark him you can keep him. I don't care because he is useless. Just give me my money for letting you have him for an hour."

I was terrified, I liked pain but not that way. The man grabbed me and pulled me into our spare room no one used, the worst part was my siblings and mom were upstairs above this room and they could hear me. I was crying, screaming, begging for him to stop, but he didn't stopped. I was covering my scent gland so he didn't mark. It was painful but I didn't want to be marked by a man I didn't know. Once he was done he left and I could see through the door he gave my dad a tip and left. I could see the smirk on my dad's face when he turned around and looked at me. I knew what he was planning and ,I was terrified cause I didn't want it to again. But I couldn't do anything could I?

My dad dressed me up so more people were interested, it worked. So many people came and did things that a young kid shouldn't understand. Day after day, people came to just use me. Until I started realizing less people were coming. I was happy that my dad might stop the business, but how wrong I was. He dressed me in clothes that were uncomfortable made me look more like a girl. And instead of less people coming more than before were coming. It was the worse feeling. I felt disgusting I wanted to just peel my skin off until I was only bones. I just wanted to kill myself end my misery, but I remembered my mom and siblings who would stop them from getting beaten. So stayed alive

Until the incident when I was ten and at school. My parents were going to go to a business meeting from my dad's company. They left my brother Genya in charge he was only 5 he wasn't smart but knew how to take care of my siblings. But instead of it being a normal day someone broke in and killed them all. I was devastated when I found out, but Genya survived I was happy that at least one of my siblings survived. I took care of him and showed him love.

I never left him only when I went to school I had to leave him but other than that I was with him the rest of the time. I protected him with my life ,I promised him that I would give him a better life in the future. I wanted my dad gone but I knew I couldn't do anything because my mom was with him.

I soon had enough and decided I had to kill him even if it cost my mom's life I wrote my plan in my diary. But soon enough my mom found it and read my plan, I was scared on what she would think. But instead she smiled at me and said she was ok with it and as long as I was free from the pain she was happy and would always love, she said she would make a shirt and a jacket with her favorite outfit.

She gave me the shirt and jacket in a very large size which confused me. She told me if was for I could also wear it in the future. I gave the jacket to Genya and kept the shirt. She soon gave me a new bottle and what store she bought her favorite perfume.

Soon the day came and I did something to the car that would make them crash. They soon were going to leave, my mom said she would be heading out soon to my dad. He said he would wait for her in the car. When he left she turned to look at me and hugged and she whispered something into my ear," I saved up so much money for you can take care of you and Genya. It will last you until you are old enough to have a job, if not longer. Use it wisely and I left you some important things. I know you will still want to keep it a secret that you are an omega so I have the pills hidden and there is a paper that says where you can buy them. Stay safe and I promise you that I will always love." She turned around and gave me one last smile before she left. I wished I could have captured her smiling at me for the last time, but it seemed someone was a step ahead of me. My brother Genya was on the stairs with a camera and captured everything. He was crying, until I saw my diary next to him. He knew what was going to happen and wanted to capture everything on the last day. My mom was shocked but then she waved her hand for both of us to go to her. We went to her she grabbed genya's camera and took one last picture with all of us together and one where her and Genya were hugging. She then gave the camera back and gave use her signature smile and left....

We sat in front of the TV watching the news of my parents dying, it was raining. We sat hugging each other and promised we would never leave the other and we would care for the other forever. It was painful for us to watch but at least we had pictures with my mom before she had passed.

We printed the pictures of my mom with us both, that one we placed it in the living room and kitchen. Meanwhile the ones she was hugging one of us was in our rooms. We were silent not knowing what to do next but we were going to go through it together.

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This took a long time but I love writing or making stories so it was worth it I'm working on chapter 2 already , but I might take a bit to finish it. Maybe tomorrow it will be published. But that's the end see y'all next chapter my Tsunamis and Tornadoes ✨✨