blood sweat and magic

first day

its my first day of school and my brother warned me if they pick on me i cant just wipe them off the earth i mean i still might but ill have to try not too.. i get there and am shoved into a small little gym to find out who my homeroom is..

i see sarah she waves oddly nice to me.. mhmm i wonder why i took a iq test and got to skip straight to 10th grade so me and sarah are in the same homeroom.. she sits by me and pokes me.. im kinda tired still im not a morning person.. i look at her like what do you want?..

she checks my classes and puts stars by a few.. "why the stars" "im in those with you silly" she tells me with a huge smile "okay why are you being nice" "because were friends and i was told you watch out for you" "oh cool and im a big boy i dont need your help" i say i feel bad but i feel the darkness riseing im starting to reach my blackout point..
thats were if i get set off i could kill a whole city for a laugh its scary to know i can at any moment...

"sorry i was trying to be nice i though you were my friend.." she tells me kinda hurt... i grab her hand knowing i really hurt her and tell her "we are im sorry i have alot on my mind" "wanna tell me aboutl it" she asks ..

i shake my head no.. we just sit there in homeroom for a hour hearing the rules and starting tomorrow we dont need to come to homeroom exept on mondays.. sarah falls asleep then i text my brother tell him to drive me my pills they are a ice that cool a heated mind ..

i need them because between the change between a man and a boy and that im still pissed about my dad and morgans fam treating me like a kid i can smite them all i can be there ruler not just a pity young 16 year old i am meant for so much more..

the more i think about it the more mad i get.. the bell rings and sarah gets up we walk to are first class and she pulls me into a hall off to the side "stop" "stop what" "thinking about hate and anger your gonna drive your self crazy" "im not" "yes you are your shakeing like a leaf and your eyes are black with anger" "are the really" ( black is bad and red is the worst thou) "yes" she tells me then kisses my cheek..

i feel the anger reside and then i get called to the office i get my pills and alistar looks at me goes "your not even anger" "not anymore" then i smiled "ill tell you later" i told him and left..

ivwalk back to class its chem i go back we hear the rules and what we are expected to do.. then we are allowed to pick seats so i sit at a table alone.. then sarah tells me to come to her table i shake my head no since its already full so her and her freind april come over..

then i see this kid sitting in the corner alone.. whos he "he came here last year hes kinda weird his eyes change colors and has a really weird creature tatted on his fore arm.." april said then i counter with "oh kinda like me ya thats right move please" she looks at me and noticed my eyes went from green to blue to brown in like 3 seconds..

freak" she said then her boyfreind deside to push that kid that i believe to be a half blood ( magic / human... weaker and not as respected in the magic world) ..

i go "hey dont do that to him" i say with slight anger "or what you weak lil emo"  my eyes turn glowing red and i guess my voice turned demonic " try me bitch boy" and then i punched him so hard he was out cold.. then i went to jump on him and i feel a ice grab on my shoulder and told me in my head to calm ..

so i did then sarah ran up to me so confused.. she looks scared " are you okay.." "im fine" the kid grabs my shoulder "thank you im varren btw" i walk to the office we get it all over with..
i see varren after school and ask him if hes a pure or halfblood.. " he goes im a half blood and so is my brother.. theres only one full blood that i know of"... "me?" "one other then you i ment" "she wouldnt let me tell you sorry" "who" " i cant tell you"