My BINI (Billie Eilish X Reader)

Chapter 7 ~

This is just a fill up cause I don't know what to put here😭😭 I don't know what this is and I feel like this makes no sense...

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I shut the door behind me and tossed my keys onto the counter, letting out a deep sigh. My brain was still racing from everything that went down tonight. I mean, seriously, what the fuck even happened? Unexpected was an understatement.

The familiar glow of the living room lights greeted me, but I wasn't alone. Three smug faces turned towards me-Maggie, Aira, and Armie-all wearing expressions that practically screamed, "Spill the tea."

"Well, look who's finally back from her little secret date," Maggie teased, eyes dancing with curiosity.

"Was it even a secret though?" Aira chimed in, folding her arms. "You don't just casually 'hang out' with Billie fucking Eilish and expect us not to notice."

I rolled my eyes and dropped onto the couch, trying to act like my heart wasn't still pounding. "Guys, it wasn't a date or anything, okay? We just... talked. About random shit."

"Sure, sure," Armie drawled sarcastically. "You looked like you were gonna pass out when she texted you last week, and now you wanna play it off like it's no big deal? Bull-fucking-shit, Y/N."

I hesitated, running a hand through my hair, trying to find the words to explain. "It's just... I don't know. Billie's not what I expected. I'm fucking confused, okay? It's not like we're planning anything serious, but-"

"But she's gotten under your skin," Maggie finished for me, her expression turning sympathetic. "So, what now? You planning to keep it chill or you thinking about actually exploring something more?"

"I'm just... shit, I don't know." I collapsed further into the couch, staring up at the ceiling like it might have the answers. "I'm not saying I wanna get all serious and shit, but she makes it hard to just keep it casual. Every time I'm around her, I feel like I'm losing my grip on-fuck, on whatever the hell this is."

The girls exchanged knowing looks, their teasing grins replaced by concern.

"Listen," Aira started gently, "you don't have to figure it all out right now. It's okay to be scared, but don't let that stop you from trying. If you want something more, go for it. Just... don't hold yourself back because you're worried about what might happen. You deserve to be happy, messy or not."

I let out a small, defeated laugh. "Yeah, I guess. I'll try to figure it out... eventually. But for now, I just need some time to get my head straight."

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The sunlight filtered lazily through my bedroom curtains, casting soft shadows across the sheets. I blinked a few times, waking up slowly as fragments of last night flashed through my mind.

"Fuck," I whispered to myself, the corners of my lips curling up into a smile. Y/N had been so... unexpected. Honest, a little shy, but still confident in a way that drew me in. I hadn't felt a pull like that in a long time.

Rolling over, I reached for my phone and saw a text from Finneas: "How'd it go last night? You didn't end up proposing, did you?"

I snorted and fired back a reply: "Almost did. But nah, we just talked. She's... different, Finn. I don't even know how to explain it."